Psychological/ego death is very real when talking hallucinogenics.... It isn't 'dead forever' like physical death, but for a portion of the trip it's quite possible to have your mind die and you become an entity. Salvia trips end up like that for me sometimes.
Oh. My god. Not to be sappy or anything or sound weird but that was seriously the best story I've ever read (well in like text online). It was quite long and I usually see how long the post is before I read it, and during the post I take breaks to get something to eat, talk on AIM, and what not but I did not even do that for your post. It kept me so like.. into it and it seemed so real. I don't know, this post was originally about the acid but right now I'm just taken aback by how you wrote it. It seemed so real, and that story just honestly made me want to walk 20 miles to the nearest college, get as much acid as possible and hope for the same experience. XD Plus your post really made me laugh with the ranting and what not, and talking to your parents. But I did feel sorrow for you when you mentioned that they DID flush the sheet. That must have been horrid. =/ Well I guess a trip like that must have HAD to of come at a large price.