Twenty-third Random Facts About You.

It's feels like a heat wave here....50F. I've spent the morning sketching out plans for a really picky customer.

 

Cuz emails feel more "real." She periodically ignores me for long periods of time and then gets more friendly - I might get lucky again.

 

You do realize that your obsession with this image you have of this woman, is insuring that you will never find a real one eh?

 

Yeah, she used to say pretty much the same thing to me out loud to my face - at the same time that she was responding out loud to my unspoken thoughts. Nice spelling btw, I'm considering being impressed...

Oh I've done worse than that to her in my head. One time when I was working with her, I gave her hell in my mind for a couple of hours. She didn't say a word to me the whole time, but she showed up at break time outside and shouted at me: "LEAVE ME ALONE!" People asked what her problem was. "Just having a bad day, I guess," is what I told em.

 

I like the heat from the woodstove, but I hate the mess...I have to dust almost everyday...

Random Fact...I'm makin' potato soup for lunch...

 

woodstoves are real cosy.... i even like the smell... but, yes... hard work...

 

still got snow on the roof tops in london town...

 

Um yes Tom, that thought has occurred to me a few dozen times.

Is nobody paying attention to what I've been saying? She's a real woman, and she knows damn well what she's doing to me. I have email conversations with her showing that she's messing with me in my mind.

I mean, no prob if you wanna give me shit about it - it's just that the real vs imaginary thing is getting a bit tedious, folks - pay attention!!!

 

I would post her actual name and some of our email conversations, but then she could get me for invasion of privacy...

 

I've been paying attention to everything you have said, especially regarding her...

The image that haunts you may be based on a real person... The image still is not...

Every single thing you have posted about her and you has indicated one of two things... (assuming it isnt all bullshit)

Either you have suffered a major psychotic break and allowed yourself to believe what your mind offered up.

Or

You are stalking this woman and making excuses in your mind as to why it is okay.

Every conversation you have in your head with her, has only one participant, that's you.

Of course that's just opinion...

Edited to add... don't get me wrong man... I'm not trying to be a dick to you here... I just think you need to shake your head and wake up...

 

Maybe you should put some of that energy into your marriage and maybe you might fall back in love with your wife...:love:

 

I'd much rather have snow.

 

Still a light snow fallin' here...

 

Every "real" person is just an image in our minds.

I think you might have missed this link I posted for lunar a couple weeks ago:

http://www.hipforums.com/newforums/showpost.php?p=6283164&postcount=12

There have been lots of other validations of my psychic connection with her...did you read the story above that I related to rolling?

Maybe you've read everything I've said about her...MAYBE you're just giving me shit for the hell of it. Whatever. If you've REALLY read everything I've written about her, then you've got to be dismissing a bunch of it as invalid, based on your own view of reality. Nothing unusual about that...

 

That's a sweet thought, countrygirl. But frankly I would prefer to be run over by a truck.

 

People are so quick to classify something as bizarre or psychotic. Here's a fact about "psychotics," turns out the things they see and hear are real, that is, they physically see and hear them the way we see and hear things. The thing is, we turn around and call them psychotics only because we can't see or hear the things they see or hear. They experience reality differently than we do. People for the most part are all experiencing reality relatively on the same plane, whereas psychotics are experiencing the same thing, they just interpret it differetly. But the truth of the matter is that every single person sees and hears a little differently from the next. Everyone experiences reality differently. By the next person's standards we could all be considered a little crazy.


By the way, I'm not saying you're psychotic Zen, I'm just stating a point

 

I'm giving you shit because you need to hear it so that you can put an end to it... You are doing all of this to yourself....

You call her your spirit guide and then says she lives to fuck with you... then say her communications with you that are telepathic in nature are holding you back...

YOU are holding you back...

Because of you, I am modifying a rule I have used my whole life...

Instead of, If they bring you more joy then stress keep them around, and if they bring you more stress then joy kick them the fuck out...

I will now try to remember to say, unless its your own mind that is causing you the most stress, in which case, YOU must fix YOU, before you should even think about having anything beyond a casual friendship with anyone.

Even if this real person IS purposely trying to fuck with you, it is YOU who is allowing it to happen. Cut contact with her in all forms... and let the voices in your head scream until they are blue in the face...

Either way, it all comes back to one thing and one thing only... YOU are allowing this to happen to your life... Nobody else is.

 

It wouldn't be the first time, and I'm sure it wouldn't be the last...

Anyhoo you've just summed up one of the themes of my book.

What Tom is trying to get to is what we call consensual reality - the stuff that independent witnesses agree really happened. I have lots of stories where more than one person witnessed and verified that so-called "psychic" events in my life actually happened - including the person Tom thinks I'm stalking.

The problem with me relating these events is: I'm the only one telling these stories. You would need to hear from the other person or people, too. And even then, you wouldn't know for sure that we're not conspiring to make up a story. And then there's the fact that we have one of the people saying one thing to me and something different to everybody else...as witnesses, human beings tend to be fairly unreliable, and sometimes uncooperative.

 

Really? They can reach out and touch these things? These things can physically come and punch them in the head?

I've noticed this a lot around here (hipforms)... accepting so called 'supernatural' things as a blanket state, is as silly and as pointless as accepting anything as a one... Not all white people act one way, not all men act in a certain manner, not all who claim to be involved in the supernatural really are...

Can our minds do things that are typically considered not possible (telepathy and such), YES, our minds are powerful tools...

Just like a chainsaw will cut off your leg if you use it improperly, so will a mis-used mind...

If a person has the strength of mind to be a part of these 'esp' events, then they are strong enough to block others... UNLESS THEY CHOOSE NOT TO...

If someone was standing in front of you repeatedly sticking their hand in a fire and screaming in pain and saying how much they wish it would stop burning, how long would you listen to them before you told them to stop being a fucking dumb ass and stop sticking their hand in the fire?

Would you really say to them, perhaps if you try sticking it in on a different angle it may work better?

 

Yea, I know what you mean. I've had "friends" fuck me over when it came to relating an event that happened.

Really though, I wasn't saying I think you're nuts.


Why do you let Deanna treat you like shit thought. It sounds like your relationship with her isn't very healthy. Why not just completely cut her out of your life. Telepathic connections can be cut as well apparently.