u dont even know!!!! Rollin serious Face

all i can say is the desire never EVER gos away..

if its there an free,,.. pfft..


what helped me is i never really ever have played the sellin game,,i was a theif..

when i hit rock bottom i swore to never pay for it again,,or steal it..

keeps me fairly sober nowadays..

 

i dont even know you but im proud of you. congradulations. like i really hold alot of respect for you and ne1 who has the self power and control to quit i know how hard that has to be.

 

blottersRUS you can do it! Quit before you are a permatard.

 

Yea I'm the biggest dickhead around, that's why I'd go out of my way to rag on you for your real life issues. Come on now.

 

everyone interprets words on a screen to there own mind set.. yer used to it an ya know it..

luv n lite..

 

true story.

 

9 Grams Of Opium? Bwahahahahaha What A Lie! Plus Mad Oxys? Hahahaha You Wouldnt Even Want To Move Let Alone Take More Drugs.

 

depends on how strung out you were..

you wouldnt believe my mild stories..

 

oh an im skippin the "opium" in this theorehtical story..

 

Im Not Saying You Would Die Or Nothin, But Dude Would Have Felt Like Shit.

 

he is.. perhaps??

me i was out scammin more dope an stock pillin the best of the goodies for the weekend..

the whole,"if it will get me off ill do it" mindset,, Aint no myth..

oh goddess bless,, how i could testify..

peace..

 

i can post pictures if ya dont believe me. i went through a whole disp. camera on that night. once i get em developed ill post picturtes. keep in mind this wasnt all to me. it was between 3 of us.

 

im sorry bout that one post i put bout u 2ces' i dont know i was comin down off some h. n i was just irratible n shit was fucked up in my head. so all apoligies just goin through a rough time rite now n my heads real f'ed up. so accept my app. if u wish.

 

it's all good

 

ok.... anybody who knows about health/drugs plz help (like stonerbill or 2cesrwild or someone knoledgeable) something just went wrong. ever sense friday night ive been taking an oxycottin 40's in the morning at bout 10-1030am and another at like...bout 330-4pm for the worse case of e-tardedness ive ever had, but im getting worried. the 2 ppl i did all that with and the 3 other sober ppl that were there that night said that i was looking very unhealthy which dont doubt because we all did so much but i deff. did the most. and becaus of the ambian and everything else mixed ive had mild case of amnesia and today i had a memory come back 2 me that really scares me. and the worst part is my friends said they remember it too so its not just me thinking it or loosing my mind. on Fri. after i already have taken 2 e's orally and 1 n 1/4 insuffilated. and as i was sitting there enjoying the drip and sitting back waiting for it to stop i felt my heart start to race so fuckin fast esp. in my neck but of course i was rollin so i was like w/e ill 4get bout it in like 30 sec. neways then i did 4get. and bout 2min later....POW!!! it felt like a a-bomb exploded in my left side of my neck, right where docs check for a beat. the only guess i had was my arterity exploded in my neck cuz it felt alot more powerful than a vein poping. after it happened it felt as if i just got a saline? iv (ya know when ur body gets really hot, u feel like u piss urself but dont, then you get really cold and sweaty and feel like u have internal bleeding). i mean now overall i feel normal/ok i guess but does ne1 know what happened 2 me or have any medical advice or opinions or can relate & share personal stories u had? plz?

 

dude, stop taking garbage drugs like e and go see a doctor, no joke. you'll wanna get off the horse too man... I have health problems too and I have pretty much stopped everything for the time being.

 

Personally I wanna see the pictures.. this sounds interesting.

 

WED ALL LOVE TO SEE KYND FOOLS MAKE A MISTAKE.
WOULD BUILD OUR EGOS SO..''''

WOW

on that note im crashin..

i get up when yall go to bed..

luv n lite..

 

i took 1 pill satdee nite to test it....nice chilled out buzz. lst nite took 2 absoltuely fukd within 40 mins....wasted. 2nite, last 2, i kno i shudnt but i avnt dun em fer a year til now n im not doin em agen til the isle of wight festival so tolerance aint a problem i dnt think, so neway, double dropped agen 1.5 hours ago. not bad weekend all in all id say!(even tho technically moday isnt the weekend) lol



peace

 

^ it would be alot better if you would type out the words, that post was so hard to read