Very Straight Man With Some Very Gay Thoughts

Well, from my own experience, I was about 22 when I got the same feelings. I was raised heterosexual in a world where homo was a perversion and most of those perverts were in the closet. But, being a nice str8 boy, I had a subscription to Playboy magazine were I read an article (yes, I read the damn thing) about the gays cavorting on Fire Island NY and I discovered that the aspect of making out with a man was appealing to me.

That was a couple years before realizing I was bi, while in a more accepting subculture (Hippie Free Luv) in New Orleans. So, with my belief that most ppl are one degree or another of being bisexual, I would say explore your desires. (Butt, if you bottom make damned sure the guy is wearing a condom). You might even be gay and it is coming out now. My partner Jim was married and had a kid before he realized he was gay. With my generation many gay guys tried marriage in a desperate attempt to be 'normal.' Nowadays society is more open about that and you don't have to hide in a closet.

So, if advice is what you ask for EXPLORE.