What Are/ Have You Been Doing Today?

Why are you suggesting it is my fault that people fuck me over? Unfortunately not everyone is blessed with people that care about them as you believe.

You can't understand because you have never walked in my shoes when it comes to relationships with people and I hope you never do, because it is awful.

 

no not at all. I like to work out. the meds I take can make you gain weight. so I work out to keep the weight off. my mom brought some pizza home for me. I didn't want to be rude and not eat what she brought home

 

I never suggested it was your fault that they did it, i was merely trying to say that perhaps you could be more forgiving. I mean really if this is the only case of your fella doing this is it really time to throw in the towel or is it time for a big talk about what may or may not be lacking in your relationship. Then again maybe he is just a ****, who am i to say, i dont really know you or your situation, just a casual observer from the information that it have. i thought i might put in my two cents.

Good luck anyway

 

I think, that if he felt there was something lacking he would at least have the balls to have said something rather than send ridiculous messages to some girl.

He knows my tolerance on this kind of behaivour and I won't stand for being disrespected like this.

So right now, I am confused. He thinks I am warming to him but the fact of the matter is, I can't be uncivil if I have to live with this man for the forseeable future.

I wished I never asked to play Angry Birds on his phone.

 

hdh <3 so sorry to hear this news. i wish you could come stay with me. it sucks feeling like you have no one, but him. maybe you need a breather to reexamine the situation before you come to that conclusion tho. or maybe you need enough time to buy a plane ticket to fly here!

 

I wish I could afford a plane ticket, but right now, I can't even afford the fucking divorce. I don't even know how we're going to tell his family because I am feeling humiliated by his actions. It's nice to know my HF friends are there for me. Love to you ALL!

 

Would his family be able to assist you in any way? Just because you are not with him anymore, does not mean they don't care about you. He should be the one that feels humiliated. If anything they'll feel shamed by him. I'd give it a try.

 

I don't know, I just think they would keep in contact with me. Oh well.

He's saying that he didn't know what he was doing [?!] he doesn't seem too bothered by it to be honest which is why I feel shamed, like I'm supposed to accept it like I'm the one breaking up this marriage. He doesn't see any harm in it

Anyway. My Kindle that I recieved on Thursday is almost broke. They're very kindly sending me another one but there appears to be no record of me ever owning one so I have two free kindles now, bitches

 

I wants a kindle!

I need some cat related advise BTW. My cat bitches at me to feed her, so I feed her some catfood (whiskers out the tin) and then she wont eat it. She's a fussy little bitch and absolutely wont touch dry food anymore, and recently we were giving her tinned pilchards because they actually worked out cheaper than catfood, so it may be that's she's just gotten a taste for fish and wont eat anything else, she's done this the last 3 times I've fed her.

It wouldn't bother me so much but shes always been really skinny, and sometimes I get a bit paranoid about it. I just tried 3 times to giver her a worming tablet (the last one was probably 2 months ago) but she wouldn't have it.

 

She's being fussy. She'll get hungry soon enough and cave in. My cats where the same when we switched from dry to chicken legs. Fucking cried for dry food!

Don't let her go over two days without eating as I've heard this can kill cats. But just keep putting the food down with lots of water.

If she still hasn't eaten in two days just give her a pilchard.


Try and get frontline spot on wormer and a deflea'er as fleas cause worms, if you think she may have worms, then regularly put ACV in her food to prevent further flea attacks as frontline can cause cats to react badly and for the love of god don't use Bob Martin shit that will kill her. But if you don't notice "rice" on her arse and in her poo she's probo naturally slim.

We give ours apple cider vinegar with their food to keep fleas at bay. They haven't had fleas or worms in over a year, we no longer give them frontline because they react badly to it.

 

the girls were over today. they took an hour and half nap. I cleaned my closet out today, the girls had it a mess and I had a bunch of clothes in it. looks alot better. I worked out today twice. I see my psychiatrist tomorrow moring. I will find out my weight, I hope I haven't gained to much. then my dad said he would take a walk with me. said I need some fresh air

 

Staying cool its hot outside

 

cat just ate half a scone and drank the leftover milk from a bowl of cereal so I guess she is just being a bitch.

 

Spent most of the day packing and repacking. Off to a day in Luton tomorrow and then off to Spain on Wed morning for a week. Can't frigging wait! I'm taking almost nothing but climbing/camping gear and my medications, hope the weather is gorgeous the entire time, otherwise I'll have to beg for clothes and other stuff

 

yeah, pypes. i would recommend a monthly, topical preventative for fleas for your kitties. mine have never had any trouble with frontline. there is also revolution, which is good.

they get worms most of the time from fleas.

the food thing just sounds like she's being a typical cat.

 

man, that's horrible to hear HDH.
Good luck with it all. Hope it works out for you

 

yeah my cat will only eat dry food. other than that, it's anything cheesy and smoked salmon. spoiled betch.

 

Had a good day today. Went over ot my mates house to fuck with his now huge satellite installation, ended up trying to fit 8 cable glands onto one side of an IP box that was far too small for them, got paid rather well considering I was only there 4 hours.

Then on the way back I saw a lad trying to fix his bike about 50 yards from the house, so I got him to bring it down and get some tools on the job. After we were done fixing it he pulled out an altoids tin with about an oz of green and some resin in it, so he gave me a little baggy of resin, also I've got his number and he owes me a favor.

Got paid, did a good deed and scored some free weed.

I'm off to chiptune night with my brother in 2 hours too.

 

Just surfin HF.

 

Started "titwatch" - no not boobies, blue tits! They've nested right next to my dining room window so I'm gonna be doing a photojournal. They were too fast today to take a real decent picture though.

Being civil with the guy I sadly married for civilities sake. To him this means I am almost ready to forgive him... Even though I've told him the very thought of him touching me makes my skin crawl. I'm not allowed to tell his family we have split up because I "will see sense soon".