What Are/ Have You Been Doing Today?

I arranged to meet adam at 5 or something, then max texts me saying she's freaking out about uni/life so i go to meet her at half 4, we talk for a while , she had a lecture at 5, so i thought that would fit in with adam, but adam rings me at 10 to saying he's at mine, so i panic and ask him to meet me in the cafe (where me and max are), cus y'know, by the time he gets to uni max would have gone to her lecutre, but she was still in tears and freaking out and when she heard adam was coming to uni she freaks out that our time has been threatened by an outsider so she walks off ><
i dont know how to juggle people

 

You know its the media that is causing this unrealistic expectation of love that women expect of men, what ever happened to being there and supporting your woman being good enough?? why is it that they have to stand outside your window holding a boombox over their head, or sweeping you off your feet to a beautiful ballroom where you show your prefect box step... its all bullshit and pisses me off, people would be a lot happier if they weren't fed that crock of bullshit when they were kids...... Damm you disney!!!

 

I find all that shit patronising. I can open a door for myself, thanks ^^

TODAY I got a 1tb hd for £55 <3, some size 9 sandals from New Look <3, lots of lovely vegetables and falafel from sainsburys <3 (and some reduced passion fruit J20s <3), I cleaned my room, cleaned the bathroom, cleaned the kitchen, and now I am waiting for messy housemate to leave for the week (yay!) to clean the upstairs landing and bathroom!

 

It does happen in real life though. I bet Shah Jahan whisked Mumtaz Mahal to a ballroom or two before he built her the Taj Mahal.

Oh and you were right, apparently there were other problems in my marriage that he neglected to tell me about because "he didn't want to upset me." When he DID tell me, I didn't get upset so I don't know where this whole pussy footing thing came from.

I love it when a guy opens the door for me, I'm of the old fashioned style of romance which will leave me forever alone because I'm too good for most men. I don't mean that in a snobbish way, I mean that most men don't respect women anymore and think I'm frigid because I don't give it up on the third date and they just aren't faithful anymore. I'm not asking for much except to be treated like a lady and not go shagging someone else at the end of the date because I didn't put out and for the duration of the chase.

Gentlemen are a now defunct breed.

 

i agree with hdh - i long for the guy to be ye olde romantic and whatever. sometimes it can be patronizing, but sometimes its just nice. women shouldnt have to be the man and the woman in a relationship. i wasnt brought up on disney so that cant be where my idea of romance came from.. im also the same.. men are intimidated by me because i know my own mind and have my own ideas and whatever.. but i can be bought with a (nice) bunch of flowers..

beanybean - sod her.. yeahh shes the bff but she also sounds like a snobbysnob. let her deal with her own shit

 

I've been avoiding multiple collisions with multiple people and trying to drive back to my parents w/out any damage being done to my parents car all while trying to remember the roads I took while I drppped my brother off to work in another country !!!!!

 

beach

 

cut off a dread yesterday
put new stuff in my shop today

 

Just watched pineapple express, and now about to sleep.

 

Just back from a mountaineering trip to Wales. We did Tryfan's north ridge (rode the cannon stone, jumped from adam to eve and back), Bristly Ridge (up Sinister Gully) to Glyder Fach. Jumped on the Cantilever Stone and descended via another scramble to the valley. We also did Crib Goch to Snowdon's summit, and some bouldering/trad climbing around the base of Tryfan. Many pics were taken.

 

I think she's come around, she said she just felt let down- I couldn't help it >< Meh. Said we are good now so that's kay. Just drawn her some tattoo designs so hope I'm doing something right xD

Bought 3 dresses, from £45 down to £32. Haggle meister. Well.. 2 for £25 deal, plus haggle, plus discount for a stain Dyed one of them a naice deep maroon, or "burlesque red" as it says on the packet ^^ Also dyed my hands purple. Cus I forgot I had marigolds in the cupboard so I just dived in there. Now I'm going to look like a diseased umpaloompa ^^

 

Scaring my self shitless going down the flooded coast road and roastin my ass off in the car cos I couldn't put the windows down with fear of getting soaked from the oncomming traffic spraying water in the car

 

raged about my crazy boss, drank it off with new girlfriends, reading a good book - Cutting for Stone - and eating carrot and hummus.

 

Feel free to share!

 

This is the post holiday week where I have to bug everyone to upload their pics, bah

 

ive got a huge pile of coursework to do and it is not getting done..

 

Was going to go shopping because all my clothes are too big but couldn't. So I am lazing around before going to a private pub party tonight.

 

Joined the gym, bought gym clothes ^^ Got my induction tomorrow, quite excited ^^ New start for bean.

Cangrats hdh for having clothes that are too big

 

had a good 2 weeks and have now come crashing back down.. stupid fucking depression. massively stressed out, really want to get out of here

 

gym-study-work-study-sleep

my life's pretty boring atm.