Ordering Leroy to pressure wash the deck and the patio furniture since he bullshitted me about doing it two weeks ago when it was warmer.
Listening to Götterdämmerung (Twilight of the Gods). The last part of Wagner's ring cycle. In the final act, after Valhalla has fallen, Brunhilde is revealed in her mortal self, stripped from her role as a Rhinemaiden and the protection of Wotan. Some of Wagner's most outstanding orchestration and a fitting end to more than the 10 hours of opera.
Watching Sunday Night Football The Philadelphia Eagles vs The Dallas Cowboys The Cowboys without Ezekiel Elliot are getting their asses kicked in
Eating left over pizza. Got tired and depressed with shit @ home, so I jumped in the car and went to Pizza Hut and had my favorite...half order of breadsticks and cup of cheese. And a hand tossed pizza with Italian Sausage, American Sausage and Cherry Peppers. Ordered a small, they were out so I got a medium for price of a small So sick of my home life...
Getting ready to do the two-state shuffle. Across the Illinois border for meds, then to Indy for, um, personal therapy.
I'm taking a small break right now, and trying to put the power behind my step to clean the last two rooms of this house....I pulled an all nighter last night and was up until 8:30....and then slept 3 hours....and have to put it in overdrive again soon. Stan is a sad sack right now....and there is no bounce in his step right now. Sullivan, the golden retriever, who is not quite 10 years old yet may be in trouble. Stan took him to the vet this morning and got $300.. worth of blood work tests and things, and the vet does not like the way he is acting or breathing, either.....and says he may have cancer and won't get the tests back until either Friday or Monday....so Stan is no good right now for anything much. He is already in mourning...I tell him to cross that bridge when we get to it, as i will be sad, too...but I cannot sit around all day as a sad sack now....so I have to just keep going and remain strong. I love that dog, too.... Sully has not been acting right for months now, and does not want to eat like he normally does. he has had no problem eating the steaks Stan has been buying him, though, so I was not too worried yet. Anyway, Sully, can't exercise with us , anymore, as if it is a tumor, it may rupture and cause immediate death....and Sully is having a hard time going up the stairs anymore to be with Stan and it takes him awhile to make it up there now, but he does it out of love for Stan wanting to be near him....and Stan cannot carry that dog, so i don't know what is going to happen here....but Sullivan is Stan's besttest friend, always doing everything with Stan. I will mourn Sully as much as he does, but I will have to be strong for Stan, too...Stan still mourns Champy pug, and the loss of Sully will devastate him for a very long time..... On another subject, i don't really like turkey, either....but I make it, as it is tradition for my family and my brother likes it. I would be happy on thanksgiving without it...i take a few tiny slivers of it,....but like other things better...stuffing, mashed potatos, cranberry sauce is my favorite , too....and I don't really eat a lot....so i can clean up afterwards...as if I stuffed myself silly, I would be out of it, too, here.....
Having coffee and waiting to hear Ratko Mladic verdict. Not that it means much at this point. The butcher will burn in hell.
Well now everyone's doing black Friday. Mango's doing the whole week pretty much lol. I must order more stuff.
Finally have a minute of quiet time to myself and can check in with an update, but then I have to go finish cleaning the kitchen and wrapping some presents for Christmas stockings for tomorrow....I had another 3 hours sleep last night. My brother and his wife were here at 6 pm today...catching up on news with them....so the kitchen had to wait for the most part until now.....and we had two pizzas they brought in from the outside for supper tonight...I was great! It is wonderful that they are here...and everyone is sleeping now except for me.... I need sleep....and soon.... Anyway, today we got the new`s early that Sullivan, the golden retriever, has liver cancer,...and may have a year to live on steroids if is the best case scenario and chemo....but I don;t think we are going to do the chemo...but will do the medications according to Stan........ If it the worst type of liver cancer, he has a much shorter time to live..They are biopsing a piece of his his liver and should know in about a week about the type of cancer he has and how bad it is. Of course, Stan is sad.......but he has been accomadating everyone here and making the best of things for now. i told him after this weekend we can fall apart, so hold it together...... Sully is also extremely anemic due to the liver cancer and his body fighting to make up for it..If it the worst type of liver cancer, he has a much shorter time to live. Anyway, have a great holiday tomorrow for those of you who are celebrating and a great day if you are not celebrating anything, too. I will check in again, when I can.....Take care for now.
Thinking about going to Wal-Mart to pick a fight with someone over a 50" in Plasma TV then stream it on youtube