What are you/have you been doing today?

i like beck, tooo. but what i honed in on in this post is the part about "light shows." i've tried relating my experience to others and i know people who don't get a visual trip at all if their eyes are closed. for me, and i'm a very visual person and artist, i close my eyes and what i see is like a kaleidoscope with a pulse. high contrast colors, complex, shapes, and intricate patterns, floating layers and photographic images forming a pulsing collage of infinite mandala.

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today, i do oil pastel portraits and then i work and then sleep to recover from last night.

 

I get the eyes closed, light show thing too. =) Sometimes there are still images like mmg mentioned. It's all very random, yet at the time it makes perfect sense and is in perfect order.

 

I left facebook. Everyone's too obsessed with it, even when you apply for jobs they ask you for your facebook address. Well, I want my privacy so I'm going to reclaim it. Fuck you facebook you corporate wankstain on the side of my toilet. Yeaaaaaaahhhhh

 

today i realised my hair has finally started growing again after 9 months from the birth of my dreads, which is kinda weird

 

today at work, this female coworker was being so nice. but then out of no where, right at the end of my shift she turned into a complete bitch. it ruined my shift and i had to blow off some steam. so i went biking for an hour and then lifted weights.



that fucking greasy, garlic smelling, acne covered, ego-tripping harpy with a toothy vagina completely threw me for a loop with her two-faced game. fucking gemini.

 

you left facebook clurrr? oh noes! I get so angry at it and get into status fights with old bitches from school. love the lols ^___________^ tonight I've been wearing a gross second hand velvet shirt that was pre-owned by a dirty italian slut. I feel diseased

 

Today I babysat 2 boys and took all 3 kids [mine included] to the science discovery musuem. It was so exhausting running around keeping up with three kids. I dunno how you moms with multiples do it.

 

take it off, you will feel less diseased that way

 

Cooked myself a gigantic breakfast at 1:30 pm

made a packing list for my NZ trip

installed a cat door to save some energy!

 

Shaddap and go bum Edward Cullen. Yeah I left facebook. Seriously, non. Stop DRAMA! People take it way too seriously. It's worse than the whole Myspace "Comment on my pics you gimps." I don't really want to hear about certain people's lives and if I delete them MORE DRAMA. Jeez louise.

Whose the dirty Italian slut?

 

today i laid in bed and watched football and did absolutely nothing.

i found some oral liquid morphine sulphate the other day and we started playing with it, and then we got the idea that oral was a stupid way to take it, so we started squirting it onto spoons and snorting the liquid. one of the best worst ideas i've ever had! zomg so gone! but yea, i kind of spent today laying around coming back to earth

 

I think claire is a pretty cool guy eh quits facebook and doesn't afraid of anything

I never use it tbh so non of the dramaz, and I do like the idea of a backup means of contacting me. The # of contact I could actually give a fuck about has gone down 1 to about 4

 

but who will send me ducks now =[

 

I effing wish

 

Smelly, you are making me feel baaaaaaaaaad.

Luxie <3 Edward with a big black strap on. Mmmmm says Edward, or should I say, Cedric Diggory.

 

cedric is way hotter than edward

 

cedric <3

 

I was reading an article about twilight, and it was saying about how it is about abstinence, and teenage girls relate to the non-touching and wanting what you can't have thing. xD LAwls.

I'd rather bum michael sheen TBH. Shame he is a vamp in twilight. He was teh awesome lycan in underworld... *drools*

 

todaaaaaayy ive been invoicing people, and uploading pics to facebook, and wearing my purdy new dress <3

 

Laying in bed as loong as I can..