What are you/have you been doing today?

lol! yep daisy. I'm such a rational person. until it all goes to shit. therapy might be good, I've thought about going to AA just for the support system. I'm an abuser, not an addict, but I have drug issues. It's not one drug, it's all of em. haha. "Reality is a crutch for people who can't cope with drugs."

and HDH, I dunno how you got through uni either, I can't seem too. I will sign up for 15 hours and then have 6 at the end. I have a 4.0 but only 30 hours.

 

i was serious if you wanted to mail me some headbands.... for my hair of course....
i havent had one since last february ugh, and it is my favorite.

but anyway who is talking about dosing a 3 year old? i really hope none of you did that because that shit shouldnt be messed with even by teenagers! the mind just isnt ready!


and anyway i had a decent day, i spent all day searching the net for a male ambilobe panther chameleon. we finally decided on one of this guys babys:


anyway we are getting a male off that sire, and in a few months when he hits maturity we will buy an adult female off another bloodline of the same locale panther (looks the same, colours and all... panther chams are named after the cities/towns in which they are found near, hence being called locales) the fiance and I are going to start breeding them for a little extra income, should be a fun experience.

also, i discovered this guy, final fantasy;
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rY2Q4JsZ6ag
he uses synthesizers and loops while he plays violin, the project started as a joke, but they realized it was fucking amazing and now he is on tour and playing nyc next month. I'll be buying some tickets, should be a fun time

as per the joke, he calls himself final fantasy and his cd is called "he poos clouds" haha

 

That looks crazy!

I'd ship you one if I could... but it is not mine

It's so hard to fight the panic feelings with your rational mind... I always know that I am alright, but it is so hard to feel alright sometimes. My roomate was telling me that his last girlfriend had panic attacks all the time and would always make him take her to the emergency room because she thought she was dying. I'm glad that I at least know that I can get through it and not that I'll actually die.

But anxiety is a big reason as to why it has taken me 7 years to get through school.

 

figured i'd ask, my last cali connect was through somebody that did trim for the guy, all he did was mendo purps though and i hated that because that shit is so stinky every time i opened the bag i had to re-vacume seal it and i was always a wreck when i had to bring it in the car. that and i prefer more heavy strains for myself

my other dude i had for a while out there did all indoor and had a veriety, but i hated the way he dried, it came out with that really airy crumbly texture so he didnt last very long.

of course, this whole post is stricktly fiction

 

Well I'm shitting myself.

Apparently before we move the council have to come and check out the flat to make sure it's suitable for re letting. Thing is the place has never been fit for re letting in the first place. It's covered in mould, there's silicone all over the bathroom curtains, a worksurface thats decomposing in our garden. Tiles are coming up leaving us to practically walk on foundations. All this has happened since before we moved in. It was in appalling state when we viewed it but we had no choice but to take it.

They've said that if it's not in re letting condition then they'll charge tenants for damage. I'm really worried that they're not going to believe us and charge us a shit load of cash because they're arseholes. I can't deal with this shit right now. I wished we'd never bloody bothered with renting the damn place. The only reason we did coz we're in the country side and didn't want to end p in some crack rat palace.

 

Tell the fuckers it's ware and tear, their the landlords so it's their problem.

 

I hope so. You know, I really just want to sling them the keys on the day of the move and not have to go through this four weeks of shit from them and not give them a forwarding address. Fucking shitting it over moving the animals.

Can't kennel um coz they're not up to date with their vaccines. Got a pet courier sorted but he can't guarantee travelling in a convoy. And I cannot be throwing £129 to get them vaccinated even though the actual vaccs cost the vet 32p each.. Didn't think it'd be a problem coz my mate was supposed to travel down with them but he's let us down. Tit.

 

I telt ye id fetch your rats down if you wanted.

When we moved out a council house about a decade ago they tried to charge us for having 2 sheds, they got told to fuck off.

 

Hdh, all that stuff should be in the itinerary or whatever, the form that says what is wrong with the place to begin with. If it isn't, then the LL is a shitehole. I hope it all goes ok <3

Zilla, hdh, people, its cool you guiz talked about this stuff. <3

 

Would ya? I mean I know you said you might have work commitments. The pet couriers need like 4 weeks notice and I really couldn't have you pulling out at the last minute dawg

 

I can do saturdays any time, or fridays if I can get back in brum befor about 10pm, try and give us a week or so notice.

 

DV no itninery was provided so yah they could charge us. Shiiitttt

 

Dude Phil says if you're serious could you be here at like first thing in the morning? How much do you want?

 

you mean tommorow morning?

 

Nay you silly on the day

 

yeah, I can't see getting there being a problem, when did you have in mind?

 

Well that's up to you we can easily arrange the move for Friday or Saturday.

 

Phil's a bit worried about you not being able to do it but he's up for you doing it. We'd be totally fucked if you let us down a week before

 

Just let us know what you want doing and i'll do it.

Also I now have a headache for some fucking reason.

 

What's ya boot like is it windowless. Just Shadow gets pretty car sick. We could put stuff down though for easy cleap up. If it's big enough he could go in the boot and the cats in the passenger seat