What Are You/Have You Been Doing Today.?

i have class starting at 9:30 tomorrow

 

Would that be the <random time> daily double bill on BBC 3 that I am required to watch in the dialysis unit with 2 cups of tea before I can start work?

 

No, mine happen most when I leave the TV on.

 

i got it at sharkeys for two dolareees

 

My dads alarm is house-shakingly loud and he doesn't hear it so it stays on for hours in the morning and drives me crazy fjdfjcks

 

im feeling quite a lot better today ^-^
i didnt vomit last night (woop!), ive washed my dreadies, showered and shaved, so im all naaaaaaiiiice, throat still hurts but not as much, i still cant talk very well, and im down to about 10stone cause im not eating! yay!

 

just ordered the next size plug to stretch my labret.

 

had a really nice day and evening, got too drunk and stoned, and got in a huge fight with my bf last night. it ended with him telling me to go away.

on his birthday.

I feel like total shit now. I don't even know what he's going to do when he wakes up.... And I have a test at 130 that I'm not ready for.



I guess the worst thing is I have realized lately that I have no one I can talk to about my relationship because the only people I know who have been in a committed relationship longer than I have are my bf's parents. no shit. I have no point of reference aside from a book on social psych and it's driving me crazy. Not to mention I don't really like talking about this kind of thing with anyone anyway. I prefer to remain tough and maintain a hard outer shell of jolly indifference.

 

Talk to someone here. Nothing wrong with talking to others to figure things out. I usually end up talking to my mom.

 

that's why I posted it here... people here are the only people I trust about relationships. I can't talk to my mom, she just had a second divorce and her view on relationships is rather bleak, ha.

 

Sorry to hear about your mom's not-help. Hope you can figure things out and it goes well.

 

Aw man zilla. Sorry to hear that. I hope no one was mean or nasty while fighting because that is the worst. Fighting is fine... just not name calling, etc. I hope it all clears up.. maybe he doesn't remember? I really hope it works out the way you want.

 

Z...remember it takes two to tango. Own up to what you did wrong and Im sure he will do the same. Be really sweet about it and all will be forgiven in due time. Of course serving him some breakfast in bed in your sexiest "somethin or others" would prob help expedite the process! =]

xo

 

we aren't ever nasty, but he is so nonconfrontational that most of the time I am fighting and he's telling me to stop being neurotic/a woman and fuck off. SOMEONE MEDICATE ME

mandy you are 1000% right. I always feel like it's all my fault but that's probably because I don't do the sweet thing, I just eventually admit I was wrong, a wreck.. and instead of admitting what he did he just is like SEE!? haha breakfast in bed is always win, if he is still sleeping when I get back from my test I'll work that one.

on the other hand it probably IS all my fault, since I'm the crazy one and all.

HE IS SO CALM AND LOGICAL IT DRIVES ME BATSHIT

 

Geeeez what is it with everybody's relationships lately. It's like a virus and me and me lady got it too.

It's been a bumpy week. Just extra long arguements about god knows what. I really hate those petty fights that aren't gonna get you anywhere when your through. I do a pretty good job of keepin my cool and just staying on the listening tip but shit, sometimes it's just too much.

Got into it with my lady while I was taking her to work. It was another of what I thought was a petty fight. I explained to her I was done with this conversation because it's not getting us anywhere. The last thing I heard was,"and I'm done with this."

makes for an awesome work day. With no cigarettes

 

The only time we ever argue is when we DRINK.... damn son.

Ahmad, that sounds rough. I'm sorry.....

 

wow, i dont know a damn thing about relationship troubles... whenever things got rocky i'd break it off and be alone for a while.


what i observe:being in a codependent relationship can strain the bonds that brought two people together. we must remind ourselves why we fell in love for these bonds to not be broken.

 

I have that problem too. But instead of driving me batshit it stops me from going insane xD

Today my face inflated. ecxma rash + e45 cream = balloon face. Seriously, I had an extra fold on my eyelid xD Fun times. It was only after oooohhh an evening and a morning/afternoon that I stopped using it for an hour and realised my face wasn't itching or sore.. HMM So I am whoring my normal good ol' vaseline moisturiser before I go back to the chemist tomorrow and ask what the fuck else I can slap on my face to make it go back to normal ^^

Oh and I made a vase ^^

 

shit happens. I just hate when the conclusion of things has to be postponed for hours because work. Makes me feel like I just ate a ton of ice cream and spun in circles for an hour.

word, that's some good advice man.

 

Truth