I love nature, my friends, family, and animals......There's something i love different than i love those things........i love this something more than i could ever put into words or emotions, and that is the man i am with.
I love those words. And I love the power of words.....because they aren' tjust words, they are vessels of our love and ourselves and all that we can say, is what we can give to the world and all that we can be given from a person is wrapped up in them. I love the things that I cannot say, when I feel too deeply than is good for me and what I cannot describe to a single soul, because then I can truly connect...with a patch of sorrow sewn onto my skin and a fading stamp of loneliness on the back of my hand I can reach what I need to see. I love my friend Colin...... who is always going to be a lingering thought, no matter what the future makes me feel. He said to me an hour or so ago, out of nowhere, "Do you REALIZE how great of a person you are?" And then that he wants me to know how much he appreciates me and how great of a friend I am..... out of nowhere. I don't know what to do with it, and I don't understand why when I can know myself and my stance on the world and what I need to do and feel and share, that I cannot bare to get beyond my silly old habits and fears of what I feel. But I still love him and the til-three-in-the morning talks about music and nothing we have had for years and everything he was in my life........even though it wasn't really anything. I love crying at the overwhelming beauty of the world.....and being held tight by the roots below the ground, in the grasp of the earth. I love God.
I love freedom and truth and beauty. I guess thats why I love you all so much. Water literally rises to my eyes when I read a thread such as this. I wish I could be with you all, but in a sense I am. Everybody send me a PM and tell me about yourself (if you feel like it) I want to get to know every last one of you. MUAH!
Loveee I love you too, I love you because of all the love you radiate! I love dancing naked in the rain!