What drives you?

theres somthing major missing in my life. but im slowly piecing it together. gettting what i need, want etc. it comes slowly but ill get it in the end. thats what wakes me up in the morning. the thought im getting closer to what i want.

 

Self-discipline drives me right now, lol. I continue living day to day and not hating it because it's not worth it to be unhappy, lol.

 

I love my life right now. I have everything I have always wanted and more. Everything truely does happen for a reason. For the first time ever I love my job and the community I work with. The kids who are at my sites make me get up everyday...sometimes at 5am!
I love southern california and feel so lucky to live here. I went to the beach and laid out while I read today. It was 80 degrees...it's March 3rd and I already have a tan. How freaking awesome is that.
I just feel like my puzzle is finally coming together and on my terms for once!

 

Knowing that it could possibly be my last day to live, so i had better get up and do somthing about it!