i dont take the psychs for the exploration into my mind... i do them because i like to be messed up to see shit move trail and to feel great recreation only. Thinking to deep becomes overwhelming to me and starts to make me think that i am a fuck up in life and im going nowere with my life....kinda scary
a tiny part of me envies the people who can party on psychedelics. I've never tried it, so maybe I can, but I have social anxiety so I'm kind of afraid to. I think I'll see how partying feels on 2ci (or 2cb if i ever find it) and work my way up.
That's a great way to be open Drone. Just let whatever comes in and you will know what's going on. For several years I only took them for fun, but one night when I was 21, I was laying in bed riding out an 1/8 of mushrooms trip, and I heard 'Aum' for the first time. Saying I heard it is not exactly correct, because it's more of a feeling and an internal perception when it comes. I remember it so well lol, I had never been a true atheist but was indifferent and not very interested in God before that. But after that trip I had to hold myself back from running around Philly at 3am and shouting as loud as I could how much I loved everyone and I cant believe I found God :tongue: That was the most amazing positive experience I've had with psychedelics to date. It's so funny when that kind of thing dawns on us, it feels so obvious like something we have always known, but cant quite pin down.
for me, it was an opening of the mind and a connection to the ones with me and around me. of everything really. like you finally realize the true meaning of life, but you cant put it to words. and plus everything is just so amazing, magical, beautiful, and full of wonder. and the inner you comes out. you find a bit of who you really are. its truly an experience to never forget, but hard to explain. thats the best i can do.
Hindus pour milk onto stone cows in temples. It's not because cows are their god, it's not because milk is god. It's because everything is holy . . . everything is sacred. Pour the milk, over the stone cow. Feel the primal connection to archetypes and aspects, it is inbuilt in all of us. Bow before the cow
For me i take psychedelics for many reasons to experience things that every day life does not offer, to explore my mind in different ways, to bond with friends and because i enjoy taking them. Ive become slightly more spiritual due to my use of psychedelics im always left with a feeling that there is something more to reality.
I love playing with my mind. As a child, my parents dragged me on alot of rock climbing/camping trips, with me being the only kid there. Lacking any peers, I developed a very active imagination, and psychadelics enhance this greatly. Also, I enjoy the self reflectiveness I get and how I am able to change my personality for the better due to that.
the reason i use: i do lsd and mushrooms, they help you look deep into your soul. dig deep into your head and find out the secrets to the world, they give you a whole different view on life. the trip reveals the true you, to you. your thoughts are pure and nonjudgmental. you think of the universe as one and rid you your mind of discrimination. your mind is reborn for those brief hours of inspiration. after the trip you hold alot of your ideas and mindsets and apply them to your every day life. thats the gain from the trip. it transforms helps transform your mind and increases your spirituality.... and its fun