what is wrong with you?

Depression and anxiety.

Edit: I get the seasonal stuff, too. Fuck you, New York!

 

I get seasonal stuff as well since living in Nevada. Can't wait to return to California Winters. California is a great state for those with mental health issues because of their array of low cost healthy activites or co-ops and all the sunshine and close proximity to nature.

 

Cherea, you are a total New Yorker though. People in California are very nice and lovey (int eh nice parts where you would want to move).

 

no physical problems... just mental lol


social anxiety, impulsive, suicidal or otherwise uncontrollable dark thoughts, distrust and hatred for humanity as a whole, im negative, paranoid, and i can be a very angry bitter person if i feel you "deserve it", i don't believe "crazy" exists, but if it did..i might just be...

ahh feels like therapy... ;]

 

It really pisses me off to see people say I have "Attention deficit *disorder*"
I say back "no, u have the disorder.Your brain works slow and u can only do one thing at once".

Touch wood, my health's always been ok.I've got a thoroughly OTT sex drive, but I ain't complaining.

I'd probably fail every psychological test going to be an employee- so I chose not to be one.
But my faults are also my strengths.

 

I feel teh same way-about both of us.

 

I can't think of any internal physical problems I have, except that I'm low in iron at the moment and keep almost fainting.

What's wrong with me, in my eyes, is my nail biting habit, my "trust issues", and they way my emotions seem to switch off when I'm about to get hurt.

I also wish I had smaller boobs.

And my birthmark that I hate.

A lot of you have serious issues affecting you. I hope everything turns out good for y'all

 

pregnancy

 

But they aren't necessarily easy to manage perhaps?

I always remember an episode of Star Trek( Christ I'm turning into Dave Techie...-only joking Dave).
Anyway, it basically said how Picard was nuseless without his faults-cos he'd have no good qualities either).I thought it was really cleverly presneted.

 

OK I'm*promise* I'll still respect u in the morning, LM.

(crosses fingers )

 

i have eye problems
had glasses since i was 4 and all sorts of fuckeredness
when i was 14 i had an injury in gym that set off this hereditary thing i didn't know i had
almost went blind in one of my eyes
had a shit ton of surgery and they're slowly getting better but i'm still pretty blind

also i bruise easily and am anemic because of my moms genes

 

Strange thing is it's got little to do with physical relationships.

It's all about people lying to me.. It's like I think nobody except my mum and my sister and my best friend could ever be able to care about me or anything

And yes I know it's stupid and blah blah blah.

I think it ties in with that emotion thing.. Because anytime I feel like someone could be lying about being interested with me I kinda shut off my emotions.

It makes it hard for people to get close to me.

 

Bold bit-thumbs up then...!

Actually Im pretty cynical of people too.In my work, that can be quite a healthy mindet.But I believe in loyalty, and know that people aren't "all nice".
It can take me a while to feel connected with people.And that is confused by them with aloofness/coldness, sometimes.

PS u come over as a happy go lucky, laid back Antipodean...not cynical.

 

No! lol they def aren't easy.
I've never seen Star Treck, however, it sounds very insightful. Is picard the one wiht the big ears?

 

Haha

I believe in loyalty. I believe in love too. It's just hard to think someone could love me unconditionally, selflessly, and because they wanted to and not because they had to.

Yeah, it's hard when I'm just being cautious and then people think I'm a bitch. I give the worst first impressions.

You're right, I am happy-go-lucky. That all changes with, "Laura, I really like you." Liiiiaaarrr.

 

This still picture is from the episode he's refering to; ordinarily Jean-luc picard is considerably older and bald




Jean-Luc Picard (Star Trek: The Next Generation)


Hotwater

 

Post traumatic stress disorder might be the answer to a lot of my problems, but I've been trying to stop self-diagnosing and just learning to deal with my freak outs on my own, lol. I want to be a psychologist, not need one.

 

same here. im going into clinical psych

 

Aspergers, epilepsy, asthma, synesthesia, chronic depression (if that counts) allergic to aloe, soy, cats, dogs, rabbits, dust mites, etc.

I think that covers the major ones.

 

I also have a really bad case of "hatetohearpeoplebitchabouttheirproblemsthattheythinkareuniquebutareactuallyverycommon-itis"

EDIT:..and this post is not directed at anyone in particular...I'm just bitchy