what what things about you would ppl not associate with you unless you told them

I Have Fits...

 

what kinda fits? tantrums or seizures?

 

Thank you Hippychickmommy....your so sweet !!!!

 

You're welcome, and thankyou!

 

Seizures...

Although...Hmm...I Guess a few Times in my Life I've Thrown a Tantrum...

Damn Those Forward Slashes...

 

Does everybody think I'm a guy?

 

Wow mudpuddle, you have seizures? How often? Are you on Dilantin? When did they (the seizures) start?

I just, within the past year, got off of 500mg of Dilantin. Thank goodness, no more seizures. I had grand mals, but they were due to pregnancy complications. I think they said I had five of them? I don't remember now. It was three years ago that they happened.

 

The use of Dilantin and the involuntary eye movements it can cause as a side-effect, was the origin of the lizard/alien/human hybrid conspiracy theory

Especially since the only people who could afford dilantin (when it was first developed) were the rich or well placed.



Hotwater

 

Hey, I have OCD...just not the kind that makes a person fear germs and wash their hands repeatedly.
Mine is more centered around keeping things organized and neat.
I strive for the impossible...perfection in everything I do.
I obsess about the appearance of my body and constantly can find things wrong with it, or at least that's what I'm told.
I obsess about the way my hair looks, my makeup,etc.
I worry about people's perception of me.
I'm shy and quiet around large crowds because they kind of make me nervous . I'm just more likely to withdraw from the world and do my own thing than go take a flying leap into it.
If everyone on the planet suddenly came out of their homes at the same time and decided to have one humongous party in public, I'd be the one person sitting under a tree, by myself, watching them all pass by as I write a poem about how silly and chaotic the world is.
*sigh* That's just me.

 

Wow, that's pretty interesting! I had never heard of that before!

I tell you one thing, I feel ten times better off it than when I was on it. But it was the only thing that stopped my seizures in the hospital, and as a precaution afterwards, they kept me on from May of 2003 until last October, 2005. My neuro gradually weaned me off of it.

 

1) Yar...

2) Depends...

3) No...

4) Early Teens...Although...Possibly Earlier...


I think this is most Suited to a Private Discussion...

 

hippychickmommy,

Remember this is an internet message board, so If I were you I'd accept any
supposition (which is what this was) with a grain of salt




Hotwater

 

Oh, so you were teasing then? I see how you are!

 

I work in a Soup Kitchen and feed homeless people in my spare time.
I was homeless twice in the last 10 years and want to give something back to the people who helped me live through it.

 

OFF TOPIC
I have to tell you everytime I see you-you make me smile.
You have to be one of the most sincere-loving and real people on here.
Peace

 

I smoke pot. That really surprises people who I actually let know.

My room looks like a 10 year old lives in here. Stuffed animals EVERYWHERE, posters all over, toys on the shelves...Haha.

I will not drink tea with sugar or any sort of sweetener. It has to be just straight up tea, green or black. Sometimes, I'll drink fruity tea, but it's very rare.

I'm obsessive compulsive.

I write poetry.

I have a temper from hell, but you have to dig real deep to find it, but once you do, it's all over.

I sleep with 3 particular stuffed animals, and one more, but it rotates which one I sleep with.

I name the stuffed animals that have the most sentimental meaning to me. I also feel like they all have feelings. Haha.

 

I enjoy studying the History of Random Things

 

There's a ton of things...

1. That I'm nowhere close to innocent

2. That I have lots of plans, I'm just not interested in killing myself to get what I want

3. That I'm not shy, I just tend not to talk when I don't have anything to say, or I don't say things that will 'cause drama, 'cause I don't have the patience

4. That I'm extremely eccentric. (People in everyday see me very calm, but I'm calm when it's necessary, when I don't have anything to do I get crazy)

5. Nothing embarrasses or surprises me. Sometimes people think they need to watch their mouth around me, or that I'm really fragile... I'm really not at all.

Honestly there's just too many things to list. It really depends on the person. Different people see different parts of me, because I show what needs to be shown. I can be very focused and I can be very scatter-brained at times.

 

people would usually think that i am a couple years older than i really am and that i have ocd.
i have to have everything in it's place or else i get very anxious
i get anxiety when i am around large crowds of peopl that i dont know
if one thing gets misplaced i will tear the entire house up looking for that one thing
then after i tear everything up i will put everything back in it's place and forget where i put that one thing i was looking for.

 

That even though I live in an over-populated urban area I
raise hens in the FRONT yard, grow my own salad in the back yard, raise worms in a composter and eat the fruit that grows on my trees.
I have donated my hair 3x to a wigmaker who has made people happy. I use a credit card that supports tree planting in Israel. I put most of my money in a credit union. I have not been in a relationship that has lasted longer than a year. I am happiest when I work per diem and don't have to see the same faces every day at the same given time.