Probably a combination of both. Usually come hand in hand. Right now I'm at the bad end of the cycle :-\
caught between and old and new side.. told some people and look at others.. fuck up... over.. gotta look for some new people. think i gotta head to a younger crowd. why? just a feeling may has been a refreshed month, good and bad at times.
babys my cat being a bitch my loving husband moby music mary jane macaroni and cheese with a glass of milk my e-cig gotta pee
work thoughts of to better myself.. thinking.. i want a small shotgun, 3 shell holder or so.. great for shooting out a car window. i need some gear for my guns...holster for my 9mm i want to give a girl a massage..
I'm wondering what the fuck to do with my last few months/weeks before my lungs finally give up and I'm gone. Also wondering how the fuck I ended up back on this site, haven't been here in fucking agezzz. Don't recognise any of you motherfuckers' usernames.
Right now, I'm really freaking hungry, so I'm thinking about food. I like to eat all my meals with my daughter. She's napping right now, so I have to wait.