What's Happening?

Agree to disagree.

 

Went out to scope out where in our dense mid-Missouri forest to cut down trees for next winter. They need to cure for about a year to burn well. We heat our house with a double barrel wood stove. I have to find a place where I can navigate a 1952 Ford 8n tractor with a wood cart trailer and be able to turn around in the forest as I cut, split, and gather the wood next fall. I think I got a place that I can do this. Will start cutting the trees down this week. We use all the dead wood that we can find, but that is never enough to make it through the chilly months.

 

My little brother and I use to love this commercial. You could never get close to the t.v. fast enough to really see who was driving that little wagon. My brother would tell me that it was a monkey. lol


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3vOvMD01Nlg

 

haha..

 

Hmmm I feel like I'm becoming moody! Or that I will be shortly.
Some reason I feel this anxiety and stress in my chest. I'm not sure why.

 

Do you have empath abilites?

 

I hate that feeling. I've been going 100 mph (kmph?) all day to avoid that feeling

 

I've been experiencing that feeling for a couple of hours but I know what the cause of mine is.

 

I think so but this is more akin to a "low" with me. This last week has been so busy and fun for me, I've had lots of energy, lots of creativity and that is a common "high" of bipolar, a creativity splurge I think they call it Mania. Of course, for no reason at all, it drops suddenly for me. Probably nothing more than a realization that the holiday season is over now. I've got emails from work. I got emails from people at work.

Xmas was a week ago and I stare out my window. It was festive a week ago. My BBQ now covered was burning every day. The tree needs to be put away. I just find it all very depressing for me.

I've got people coming back to work and I need to go and figure out rosters and all. Berr. That won't take long at all but just the thought of any sort of work is depressing.

 

I was going to suggest the Back to Work Syndrome for you and Meliai.

 

Well, Shit.

They are predicting Winter weather for us this weekend.

 

Just curious what does one have to do with the other? I am really empathetic and also almost always anxious. Am i just absorbing too many emotions from others?

This definitely has something to do with it!

 

Maybe you're just feeling the collective dread.

 

I normally don't do any kind of work in the winter. But I have a few responsibilities. I don't think it's work related. I think it's well, maybe others are feeling the down side of work and I'm absorbing that maybe. Like I said, I feel down because all the fun is over, though I don't have much to do, it's over for everyone else and yeah, maybe I'm feeling all that. Sucks.

 

Same, i'm so happy lol. I know you're not.

I should just shut up and move to Minnesota

 

why would anyone want to live in Minnesota never mind move there...

 

Hopefully, it will pass soon. People should be getting all enthused about their new resolutions.

I don't mind the snow but I hate Ice. We can't walk on it. We are so housebound with it; not that I really want to go anywhere except next door to see the granddaughters.

 

so thats what i should have done.....fuck that , i have gone this long without a resolution

 

I don't do that silly thing either.

 

Lol well a friend of mine went recently to visit family, and they went sledding and also ice skating on a frozen pond, two things i've never been able to do

So pretty much that

And their accents are really cute dontcha know?