What's Happening?

Hello!

Have fun Irmi!

So, what's new? Trying to play catchup with everything! Finally cooked something yesterday that felt like an accomplishment (was tasty, intriguing, and whatever else makes my subconscious happy), also started a new knit. I'm stuck with it tho. My experimentation caused a bit of a mistake, so have to figure out how to fix it and that's effort. :/

Um, ... yeah, suppose I'm "pecking" away at this keyboard myself today cuz I need a hand to hold the device, soo... My hands can't keep up with my brain and now my brain has lost its train of thought. Hehe ironically, the ad below this says "trainwreck".

Laterz

 

The vintage handkerchiefs are soaking the the wash water.

I need to put up a clothes line somewhere to dry them...

 

I normally log on when nothing is happening.

Though i sometimes wonder if people get upset when they see others having too much fun. The reactions i see at work brought this thought.

 

I'll be back in about 10 days. There's good reception where we are lol so when I'm bored I'll probably be reading online hehe so you still have to put up with me. =p

All packed was stressful and I have a stress mark oh my nose grr. It seemed we would never fit half our gear in but we did, I made it work it's real packed though and I won't be able to bring my cable spool I use as a table but it'll be okay. I still might be able to hockey strap it in the tray.

So rough and anxious day but all drinks are chilling in my big Eskimo box, trucks packed we just gotta get in and get driving.

I don't often get the stress mark but when I'm really upset or stressed I guess, on the bridge of my nose like where it would turn black if broken, I get a red V shape. It'll probably suit the occasion actually as I'm quite white at the moment and it looks like a warriors mark lol.

Night 1 dinner will be: pork ribs with broccoli and cauliflower it'll be so much more epic than peoples boring sausages. I'm making sure I have so much veges it's not funny. Like a friends comment to her boyfriend once that's always stuck with me "you need a different diet for a few days, your spunk taste like sausage and eggs" lol that's not what I want associated with if there's play time. :d

 

I'm going to be stressing and I hope not to get any mark!

My big oral surgery and partials is Tuesday.

The wedding is Saturday.

I'm starting to freak out a little.

 

yeah, how much time do we have to toilet paper your house?

 

Did Nox leave us? Or did he just unfriend me?

 

I dunno... He gets in trouble on occasion.

 

I've got a date next week. Haven't been on a date in forever.

 

Do you know him? Or is it pretty much a blind date?

 

Yea, we do. j/k At least my part of it. I'm happy for people and I do occasionally get a fun adventure, so it usually doesn't bother me.

...but sometimes or with some few, it does upset me. When they do things I've always wanted to do, but circumstances limit that for me, or when they do such things often, yea, it's a little hard. But (Oh, well, there is actually a lot of "but", but I'll just focus on one)

Well, then I just try to find something be active with so I can contribute. I dunno. Actually, now I'm feeling upset though, because sometimes it feels like it's never enough,...ok, well then i guess you or I just don't need to have those people in our life, or talk to them, if they don't encourage or are discouraging. (Oh my! What happened to my supposed to be uplifting post?! :/)

BUT 9/10 times, you will have support, and you want to keep a bright smiling face and be a positive light for them, and yourself. Don't let others get you down!

Better?

Yea, I guess I'm still mentally going through something, but hoping this is near the end of the darkest part. Sun is shining, but it's cooling off. Trying to cool off myself but still keep that shining smile. )

 

I bit into something rock hard last night and it left like a crater in my gums. :/ Called it a gash last night, but I don't think it's quite that bad. Still hurt though and still is sore, was annoying because that's my already too messed with gum/tooth area, and looks messed up enough, but no bleeding. Ugh! So mostly just scary. Yes, look at me, the big baby! Haha

Best wishes, Aeri! It will all go fine and the wedding will be awesome! <3

 

Pretty much a blind date. We've spoken on the phone etc.

I'm so nervous.

 

Just have fun with it...get a kick outta making him pay for everything.

 

rinse your mouth with warm salt water a few times a day.

 

Have fun. You'll probably at least make a new friend.

 

It's [l]her[/I] birthday, but today I celebrate the greatest gift in my life.

Off to San Diego. Later, HFer's

 

I was just eating an artichoke, and I lifted up one of the petals and there was this weird bread-crumb looking stuff in it. I put that one aside, and lifted another. The second petal had a few of these yellow worms eating away at it. Ugh. Lost my appetite a bit.

 

Happy birthday to your Libra lady . Have fun!