What's Happening???

Buried a hawk we found out on the road today. Did a lil native style ceremony & toward the end the wind in the forest picked up so strong I thought for sure a storm was blowin' thru. Apparently no one else on the farm felt this wind however. I guess sky father meant it just for myself & the spirit of my lil brother.

 

I wish you could fax cigarette papers I've run out.

I can normally find one or two somewhere but it seems like no amount of creative visualization is going to turn one up right now.

 

What did you think of the star wars flick, tho? We all know you've seen it now, and Beatinfeet69 would love to think less of you for enjoying it

 

@BeatinFeet69
You old asshole.

 

Ahh well it would seem I've achieved my goal in life. I can die curmudgeonly, ol', & alone now

 

I really enjoyed it. I'm a sucker for that reluctant messianic hero stuff. And I'm a keen observer of the tension between light and dark both in myself and society at large. Plus it looked great. I'm no Star Wars obsessive but I try to keep up.

 

You took it for what it was and enjoyed it.

That's how I feel about it.

 

I had to pause it a few times because I find movie plots hard to follow. It's one of my failings. I don't get this with literature though.

 

Sometimes I have to watch a move twice or even thrice to understand and catch everything.

 

It's 2:53 am and I'm still up. I don't think I'll sleep now.

 

Sleep, who needs sleep? You know what happens when you sleep right? You get old. That's my theory.

 

Well something stressful came up as it tends to do and i was not able to go to bed at 830. One day ill catch up on sleep ..one day. Maybe. When i'm 65.

Irm you may not need sleep but us mere mortals do

 

I remember an xfile episode where they did something to Vietnam soldiers brains so they could never sleep.

I kinda like just being vampyric. I'd just do that.

When I got diagnosed with my eye problems I literally went vampire out of sunlight and it helped tremendously.

 

Aw, fuck...

My daughter is mad at me and fussed me out on facebook private message.

 

What did you do?

 

She told me that she was miserable and asked me why she fucked things up so bad. She told me that she'd done nothing but sob for two days; that she'd seen her wife for 15 minutes today, sobbed to her, and that they kissed.

I told her that I'd seen her wife with her new girlfriend on facebook so I didn't think that she was to blame for fucking things up.

She told me that I was making things worse and that's not what she had come and confided in me for and thanks alot Mom, blah, blah, blah. She kept dismissing me, telling me goodnight, and that I'd made her feel worse. I told her goodnight and that I love her and she just gave me thumbs up.

 

Just Got My Puuuter Back From The Shop...(new power supply)...Was Without For 24 Hours.....

Wandering Around The House Like Some Lost Soul......The Guy At The Puuuter Shop Fired

It Up Before I Took It......AND Up Comes Good Olde "Hip Forums" As My Home Page......He Takes A Look

And Exclaims...."What Is This".....I Then Had To Explain HF's To Him......And Trust Me That

Is No Easy Job......



Cheers Glen.

 

So anyway...Apparently, I'm worthless as a mother.

 

N'aww that's not true at all, just heat of the moment words, I couldn't imagine what's going through her head it would be majorly tough. That's like your whole life just come crashing down on her. I'm not too sure what happened I try not ask too much or stick my nose in but that would be hard what is happening.

So unfortunately you're just in the firing line of emotions. She'll be alright maybe after a good sleep. You'll see.

 

I'm going to take a huge stab in the dark here. Leading Edge Computers? I remember they were a rural shop in NSW Australia. They even fixed up one of my computers once.