What's Happening???

i consider that a major step in a good direction for the culture if true. as good as it gets as long as capitalism is the state religion. people also need to understand what is going on with the environment and the real causes of that too.specifically everyone making babies faster then dying off and worshiping the internal combustion powered automobile. marketing is a fact. the good news is that its not the only fact. and sometimes, inspite of itself, it can even serve a good end. not often, so i try not to knock it when it does.

 

Today I saw an old Porsche Targa with a winch on the front bumper


Why in the fuck would any Porsche owner do such a thing???

 

Because they're shit and need to be towed.

 

Off Road Rallies....



Cheers Glen.

 

I have a burst capillary on my nose bridge. I use to think it was stress related, as I get it seldom few times a year, but I don't feel stressed so I'm not sure what it is. It will subside over the week but it looked ugly, like someone broke my nose but it doesn't hurt. It usually appears in a perfect V shape right between my eyes at top of nose, so it's kind of cool, like a predator warrior mark, but not this time, it's more blotchy so I do not like it. It could be alcohol related so I'm going to smash a lot of water.

 

Im still trying to get over why the hell they started making soccer mom cars. You see this boxy SUV with a baby seat, and its got a Porsche sticker on it

Diluting the brand

Diluting the brand

 

I have a cold. Very tired.
This is probably the worst July of my life.
Not that I kept a record of previous Julys.
However, considering that it's the worst July of my life I'm actually mostly okay.
My life's probably been too easy so far anyway.

 

feel better Drift..

 

Upper 80s
They were all wearing shorts and tank tops

 

thanks Orison
i'm okay.
when i say life's been too easy I meant that for many people, this would be far from their worst July, so I am grateful to have all I have, really.

 

Someone is taking me out for lunch Tomorrow ( a supplier ) forgot about it till now !
Also booked tickets to go see Auschwitz which is on my list of important things to see ! my boss is Going to Poland the same weekend so we have arranged to meet up for drinkies

 

that would only be a fair description of people who deliberately park in the way of public transit. or obstructing someone else's driveway.

 

so you can haul lumber in them to make things? brand? bah humbug. why are people so gullible they pay huge amounts of money just to have some particular brand name?
because they think that makes themselves some kind of a big deal?
now why a van should have all windows like a bus, unless you're actually going to use it like a bus, i guess that's what you mean by the "soccer mom" thing?
ostentation and team sports are both worlds that are probably mostly harmless, but that i don't quite relate to.
mini-vans are about the right size and shape, but need to run on rails, powered without any form of combustion, and be able to be coupled together into trains.
just my own "crazy" thought. in the perhaps meaningless fantasy, of species human not committing its own extinction.
(i actually like the "van", including "mini-van" form factor. i have no enthusiasm for the idea of everything having to be owned.
and how everything having to be owned equates to, is even not the very nearly opposite, of any kind of freedom, is something of a mystery,
whatever illogical and unsupported claims are made that it does)

 

Started the morning with a round 1 pool win. I'm doing something different today guys.. I'm not drinking.

 

Bah! Only 1/3. Played well until I reached the 8 Ball in my losses. Ah well team should win but I'm gonna go cause I need to drive home.

 

When I used to play on a league i always played better when I wasnt drinking. I function really well on stress and adrenaline lol. They would always put me up first before I had any drinks

 

Moderation is key. A few bottles might help but one too many and you lose your edge. Same with adding some pot in the mixture

 

Just today, something strange happened. I just didn't feel like drinking.. Tbh I was a bit shaky than normal. I missed two cuts off the cushion I'd normally nail because I felt my hands shaking. Maybe alcohol helps that a little, but I still burst out into the emotional sweats like normal.. I dunno. I know it sounds silly but I'm kind of proud of myself for just saying nahh I'll have a diet Pepsi instead. And I feel much better for it.

 

Good for you.
Nothing wrong with having a drink when you want one.
But I reckon most of us who take any kind of drug sometimes just do it out of habit.. Like sometimes I'll have a smoke and then think, I really didn't need or want that..its just that I usually do.

So I always try to think about whether I WANT the thing. Fail often though.

 

Yeah I mean I usually think nothing of it because like, I never ride myself off or anything like that at home, I have maybe 2-4 drinks, on the days I do... okay maybe a little more on weekends. But still during the week that is spaced out over like 4-6hrs too so I'm not even really feeling the effects. My wife asked me why I do it for, not in a negative way but just curious and I said I don't actually know I think it's habitual. It's there, ain't hurtin' no one, so I have a drink. She also believes I have the addictive DNA gene thing though. She says once I try something and enjoy it then it I tend to want to keep doing it and I guess I find that true if I am being honest. Probably explains a lot of things really.

So yeah now where were we.... Oh yeah! So, I know my weed smoking is habitual because I do not think about it all day or night if I'm out, but the moment I come home that's when I think about it, gotta get some get right into me.

I think we are laying off the MDMA for a week, but my birthday is next weekend so I wanna get on it and do something but this weekend we're gonna just do it old fashioned... with weed and alcohol.

Alright maybe I got a problem!

I do have my totally justified legit reasons for smoking dope but... One, my eye surgeries made my eyes very tired, bruised and scratchy and weed helps that. My back gives me constant grief and weed helps that. I am pretty close to being an insomniac and weed helps that. I'm always on edge sober, weed helps that. Also my ears seem to function better, 15-20 AFTER weed use, in the initial stages of being stoned my tinnitus pings through the roof. I also think I take more knowledge in when stoned based on the thing where I'm so edgy I never concentrate when much sober. Like I've just learned that I can convince myself of anything as long as I think it.