I completely lose days at a time with constant disassociating. Theres nothing in my life that I'm missing. It's not a matter of addition. Just some habits that I have to completely unlearn. I'm responsible for my own happiness.
A word? Completion. This thing,that , the other. Like the theme from the Stallone film Paradise Alley "To close to paradise . And too close to Hell. And sometimes the difference Is too close to tell" I can read many different smiles.Some people call it "psychic" But partly atleast , I disagree. You can see so many emotions in a "smile" -fear , pride , contentment ,thought , grief , a day of reckoning etc etc. Hundreds...
I don't know. I go out a fair amount. I have good friends and a good family.. I'm just emotionally unattached to people. sort of sucks.
Sell your ideas. A picture is worth a thousand words, but an idea is worth a million bucks. And for some reason the white cotton panties on the woman in your sig irk the hell out of me.
I don't know...I have all I could want really, a wonderful loving husband, three beautiful children, a house, multiple vehicles, food, clothing, all my needs met, but many times, I still feel sad. Would I change my life though? Never. It has nothing to do with the people in my life, or the path in which I have chosen. How I feel is within myself. Do I feel something is missing? Yes, in a way, but what, I am unsure of. Then again, I wonder if I'm simply a realist. As I've aged, I tend to see things as they really are. Whether it be good or bad.
Yeah they are. Then again, if kids would've been around a bit earlier, you may not have any/so many. There's always a "quick shower" with daddy.....