That I'll experience them. All of them I have experienced in some low-grade form as it is. Suicide is a comforting thought in face of all of the above.
I think alot are explainable- either thro circumstances, nutrition, surroundings etc etc.And lack of meaningful interaction. You can't experience ageing at 30? I can't follow people being suicidal.If their lives are empty, why make em completely empty?When I didn't like my life, I did insane life-risking things.Which became terrific fun.
Unfortunately there's no unexplainable depression. It just comes about through understanding reality and the way people are.
We need to talk about this sometime. Dr Ressotaspiks has a unique method of treatment Seriously it was weird.Because I wasn't bothered about dying,other people would fall in and follow.Some of em were all "wow I wish I was like u, u just don't give a fuck".It was like tapping into "dark forces". That phase had a strange ending tho..
that the fucking penguins will get the stanley cup and the city of shitsburgh will never stfu about it for a month..