When my mom got sick. I mean, I'm not old (yet), hell, even she wasn't (she was 59 when she breathed her last breath Friday morning), but it sure makes you feel old
Thanks. I guess I'm still in that shock of "It's over" right now. It was only a year and a half but it was the most horrible thing to watch. She had ALS, her hospice nurses said it was the worst thing they've ever watched, that cancer doesn't even touch this. All I know is if I'm ever diagnosed with it, I'm going to take a few weeks to do everything i still can with the people I love, spend some quality time, and then I'm going to overdose on whatever I can one night before it takes my arms. I used to be mad that she didn't even try fighting it but I totally understand now. I wouldn't even bother.
Thanks, everyone. It was a really lovely service, and I have plans for some of her ashes once I save enough money.
Thinking of you, Ramona. I have watched people pass from ALS, and there is a unique cruelty and horror to that disease. So sad that if effected your mothers life and your own life.
i knew i was getting old from about 37 right into this year. I'm 38. I'm getting towards 40 and it feels like I'm losing part of myself.
When I stopped being able to understand teenagers when they talk. When I started waking up in pain for no reason