When you first------

I was curious about sex with a guy when I was a young teenager. I never acted on it until I was 45. I sucked my first cock then and let him cum in my mouth. Afterward my thought was why the hell did I wait so long. I didcovered that I love sucking cock as much as I like eating pussy, maybe more. I still enjoy it 30 years later.

 

It was more like, "fuck, a guy just sucked my cock, what am I doing, what if someone found out, fuck, can I catch something from head" this bounced around my head for a half hour, after I left the adult venue, I was having lunch close by. Slowly my thoughts mellowed and I was thinking wow I finally did it, am I bi, wow that felt good, shit i remembered I had made my excuses and left quickly, maybe I should go back and get him off, maybe a hand job, as I was walking back I was thinking what if he wants me to suck him or if he wants to fuck me, (he had stripped of in the booth when he sucked me, his cock was avg thickness but real long), I still had my pass-in so entered, went down stairs, into the dark cinema, looked around and he had left. It was a mix of disappointment and relief. The die was now cast, more experiences were inevitable.