well put, nesta. of course any description would fall short of the actual experience. if you're really curious praxis, I advise you to acquire to some psychedelic drugs. I think you'd benefit.
It was like my brain restarted, i lost all memories and thoughts. Then shortly after (i was scared as hell) it came back peice by peice. I dont know if it was ego death forsure because no one really knows what it is anyway, but it was something out of this world. for about 2 hours afterwards i was in a state of madness and my friend had to stay awake and make sure i was alright, acting as a psychologist. He didnt do a very good job though.
btw, praxis, i dont know if you're into smoking and drugs and such at all, but if you do want to experience psychedelics, it's easy. you don't have to know anybody. growing your own mushrooms at home is very easy, and in most places the spores can be obtained legally in such a way as to raise no eyebrows. (though cultivation is still illegal, if you keep your mouth shut nobody will know. they are more compact than marijuana, require no special lighting equipment, and have a shorter lifespan than cannabis, meaning you'll harvest mushrooms far sooner than marijuana if you start growing both at the same moment) a great guide for newbies http://www.fungifun.org/English/Pftek spore vendors aren't uncommon unless the laws have recently changed drastically. any vendor with a banner anywhere at www.shroomery.org is a good choice as a general rule
Okay I admit there were 5 LSD trips that changed how I looked at things. But weather that made an actual noticeable change in my life I do not know.
I don't know if any particular drug has changed my life. I mean, all experiences change us in some way or other right? I suppose I could say that myoveruse of the drug cocaine in the past, has made me not want to hang out with people who need to take it every time they go to a bar.
i don't quite understand the question. nothing i've consumed has ever chainged anything. the only thing that has ever chainged my life has been the times when i was a complete strainger and by myself mostly and thus free to redefine myself according to my own imagination inspired, NOT chemically induced, whim. whoever said "we all" must have a mouse in their pocket. i mean there have been times in my life when i've consumed various supposedly mind altering things. tripped out occasionally. ages ago though, which is neither here nor there, but i can't see or say as how any of it is supposed to have chainged "my life" whatever that's supposed to mean, at all. i mean i've had experiences sitting on a big flat rock out in the woods without taking anything, or riding arround in some sort of vehicule when i didn't have to be driving/opperating it, that anyway didn't involve any kind of recreational biochemistry at all. but chainging my life, i don't quite get what is ment by that. =^^= .../\...
Sorry I used the statement 'we all' because not everyone has taken a different look upon things on drugs. But when I think about things like the surroundings, I think things like; the teenagers are prisoners held in by their parents and the government, the parents are just looking up to the government for their childrens safty, and the government is the big fuckin boss nobody can stop. and judging people. I accept everyone to be my friend. Sometimes people just get all caught up in the ' I wanna be cool ' stage, they never really look deep in themselves and other people to see who they really are. Ive opened my eyes to many things on drugs. because maybe I just havent had a chance to look around. Because I have no time to think about things and I have to get shit done and go to work. So, in my spare time, I light up a bowl, crank up some zeppelin and think about alot of shit
It's hard for me to say because it doesn't seem to me that any one drug changed my life significantly. I mean every time you do a drug you change, even just a little unnoticeable change it's still there. For me though, the drug that made the most change is probably booze.