why isn't the doctor calling?

Thanks KC. If you show the powers your beautiful breasts it might work a little better(;

 

it's concrete actually. it's a pretty driveway my mom wanted 'curves to it' so they cut it in this really pretty curve around the front yard. It's definitley a feminine driveway.

 

Thank you sigh *hugs*

 

She called and she said she has to go to the hospital to get my ultrasound photos and compare the two and speak with the radiologist there as well and that that was as much as she wanted to tell me without seeking an opinion from the other radiologist who read my previous results. She also wants to look at my blood work again to see what was elevated. sigh this isn't sounding good at all and my stomach is in horrible pain and i can't take another pain pill yet. ah well nothing i can do about it so i better just shove it.

 

Lynsey - don't sweat it.

Either you're OK, or you're not. Don't worry about that til they tell you you aren't.
Either you're not OK in a fixable way, or you're not. If they can fix it, awesome.
If you're not OK in a non-fixable way, you know when and how you're going to die and can prepare for it. You can live out the rest of your days on your terms. Few of us get that luxury.

 

I have just read through this whole thread - damn nasty stuff huh

If the test comes back with something not good there are millions of things they can do for different things - worring yourself over something that might not be as bad as you think isnt good - taking tablets just to 'chill' is stupid - taking old tablets left over when you have man troubles is really silly - if there are problems taking things to help you relax wont get you anywhere. Whatever the doctor says im sure you have the right support and you will be ok - if you dont go and get some.

 

ahhhhhhh don't say that. I love life. I mean I really do. I love everything, my mom and family, the fun I have with my friends, my kids at work, my cute periwinkle colored office, my dogs, driving fast down the freeway, passion fruit iced tea without sugar and non fat muffins and coffee cake from starbucks (hopefully someday cinnamon rolls and carmel machaitos again), snorkeling in la jolla cove, going out to eat, getting dressed up with my friend and going clubbing, my wardrobe, watching msnbc sigh...

 

Lynsey - we all die.

Some of us will know when.

If you are dying, and there's no reason to suggest you are at this point, then you'll die young and pretty.

There's positives in everything.

Don't think of yourself as dying til you're told you are. And when you are, live til it's over.

 

Oh man, I love La Jolla.

I hope the test results are what you want them to be. If youre in pain, your liver isnt functioning properly, and youre in CA, why arent you smoking medical herb?

 

Working in hospitals for five years usually if they don't call it's because you're OK or they haven't finished the testing yet.

 

hah I was/am smoking medicinal herb but the feds shut the place down on Monday actually. SO I need to go and find a new 'alternative' doctor (my personal doctor is very conservative) and shell out another 500 bucks for a perscription and consultation and hopefully find a place that won't get shut down. It's a lot harder than everyone thinks to get it. I have a little bit left but I have been keeping most of my food and water down today and the later part of yesterday so yeah I wanna save it in case I'm heaving 24/7 like I was before.

 

they're comparing the results from the ct scan to the results of the ultra sound from last week and then looking at my blood work to take the different enzyme levels into account. She wants a second opinion before she gives me the results of the radiologist from yesterday plus im still being seen as an outpatient at the hospital because they have pump iv's, morophine and observation rooms that my medical arts center doesn't have so I have about 5 doctors in total and I guess she wants their validation of whatever she sees so now im not going to find out until tommorow.

 

I love la jolla too. I love childrens pool. The seals are finally coming back I love diving at the cove though

 

YIKES!

Not looking good for you you then babe.

 

I know that's what it is but if i was all clear and good to go she wouldn't need a second opinion for that so it's just worrysome. I got a huge container of pinapples and another one of cut up mango today im going to have some pinapple now...but i'm suppossed to put in an anti-naseau supositotry before i eat so ive been puttign it off and they wonder why i have malnutrition since ive been sick lol if she had to put something up her ass before she chowed down shed be losing weight and having dry skin too hah alright gonna go stick it up my ass.

 

WOW. Whatever drugs they've put you on to come up with something like that... I want em.

 

I went there once awhile ago, and I remember the little cave/overhang thing that you could walk in during lowtide at the cove. Theres a chance I might be moving with a friend to del mar, which would be crazy.

Also, there are still a bunch of dispensaries in san diego county, but the reason the feds shut many down is because the county supervisors have recently publicly opposed prop 215. LA county supports prop 215, and there are tons of clubs there, which is a short drive away. Its worth it for good medicine. 500 seems a bit steep for a consultation, check out the doctors listed here: http://www.canorml.org/prop/215physicians.html

I really recommend using cannabis for pain, rather than poisoning yourself with their narcotics. But whatever you do, its your decision, I wish you the best, and hope it works.

 

Nor mal normal normal woooohoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo no masses or tumors or even gallstones I have a virus called epstein-barr which attacked my organs and takes a few months to get over wooohoooooooooooooo Thank you so much for making the wait bearable-I mean it

 

Thank you very much I'll check that out. When and why might you be moving here?

 

that's wonderful news lynsey