Because I haven't been able to afford it. I've been having to save my money to catch up on bills and shit. Plus, my weedman is on his honeymoon, so he can't smoke me out.
I smoke because I need it to relax. Im an anxious when deprived of my herbal, not just anxious but on edge. Herb chills me out, let me relax, think (not worry), and focus (depending on what I'm doing).
When I get high I also get a little shy. It really matters on who im hangin with tho. If its one of my smoking buddies I wont be, but if its someone i dont know to well then im kinda shy. When Im baked I get really deep inner thought, which keeps me from talking a lot. ill just chill and enjoy everything. Thats one of the reason why I never like going to big partys (example a kegger). Smoking with a few of your best buds is the best. never have to worry about a thing.
i smoke because its one of the best things to do in this world it makes me happy about life in general and if i have weed i know life will never be that bad the feelings you get are great too i can have a full conversation in my head when im stoned but i can also have great conversations with others because im so focused plus if you smoke and you meet someone else who does you immediately have something in common and most times are chilled with the person its a great plant
i smoke just to chill myself out and just so i can think and get in the zone how i act when i smoke just depends on my mood the other day i smoked and i laughed so hard i almost pissed my pants but i smoked last night and i was as chill as could be and just sat around
weed helps me to percieve myself as others do, to look at myself for what I really am, to accept it, and to focus my attention elsewhere instead of being pre-occupied with myself. It causes me to be quiet, more observant, and to think things over that I wouldn't give a second's time earlier
People have hobbies, collecting coins, some collect exotic tabbaco and have exotic foods, some play baseball, or football,some people stay inside all day and play video games. I smoke weed and collect glass pipes andchill with my reinds.
I smoke for a variety of reasons... it helps with aches and pains (including immobilizing back pain,) It wards off depression, anxiety attacks and nightmares, it helps me remember details (which are very important sometimes) It allows me to be free for a while, and it helps me to see all the way around a situation, even when i'm not high. I think every person has a different feel of it. I know someone who doesnt smoke because " it made me feel stupid, I could feel my brain dying" and then went on to do insane amounts of coke (eww) I know someone who smokes every day, and is a lot less angry because of it. medical or recreational, it does a body good.
oh, and I tend to be quiet, and easily amused. today my son brought me a book to read to him, a I laughed and cried! it was so sweet, and I had only smoked when I woke up, so I wasnt even high anymore!
Pot just makes good things better. For some reason, when I'm high, I pay closer attention to the world around me again, instead of zoning out and getting too inside my own head. If I'm watching a movie or something, I often start making connections or seeing new sides of it that I didn't see before. It reminds me that there are other ways of perceiving the world. It also helps me a lot with my writing. I love getting really high and just writing poetry. I'm less critical of myself, so I just write down what comes to mind and roll with it. And most of the time, it still looks good when I'm sober. As far as social stuff goes, sometimes I say stupid things when I'm high, but I'm just as likely to do that any old time. And I love hanging out with stoners! In general, they tend to be good people. Sometimes I'm much more talkative and the conversation flows better if I'm stoned. Then again, sometimes you just get sleepy.
TNS, I hope you're able to get some more weed soon. Just think of how high you'll get when you smoke up for the first time again!
I hope so too. I'm living with my aunt and uncle now though, and they are my weedman's mother-n-law and father-n-law, so I'm sure I'll be seeing him a lot more now, and he always smokes me out for free and gives me good prices. I just have to be patient and get some bills taken care of.