World-Shattering Experiences

Yeesh.

None of what you two are describing sounds worth the experience at all.

Whenever I can feel ANY noticable long term negative affects from any drug I take, that's the moment I begin to think long and hard about my use of it, and generally quit entirely, or at the very least take a long ass break.

There was a period last year when I was taking acid weekly/bi-weekly for a couple of months. I had a few bad trips, but nothing I couldn't deal with, but the moment I had my first flashback, I knew that was it as far as me and acid went. That was in late August/early September or so. I took a 3-4 month break from acid, doing it once more at new years, which was alright, but a little uncomfortable - nothing mindblowing, just one hit. No acid for me since then.

No drug is worth long-term discomfort. I think some people on this forum need to step back and think seriously about their long term mental health.

 

I would really like to make it just a festival type thing...everytime i trip nowadays in my dorm or at my house...i just get bored anyways...like yeah im trippin' and im having a great time...but after the peak i loose interest in the music or my guitar, and I just end up going crazy looking for something to do.

LSD has played such a huge role in my life though, whenever it wasnt around ide always crave it, and now that the supply is steady im starting to think its done more harm then good...i almost lost my fucking mind last time i tripped anyway, maybe its time for a break. WHo knows we'll see what happens

 

by the way hemisphere...what is a flasback actually like.

I always thought they were myths, and that it was just a fluffed up way of explaining hppd..I dont doubt that you had one, but would you mind explaining it just for my own education?

The only person Ive ever met who said he had flashbacks was clearly lying...said he ate a ten strip once and now he sees a clown on the corner of his vision when he walks down the street...i dunno i guess anything is possible, sounds farfetched to me tho..

 

Last time I went to bluelight, the LSD forums were about as 'gay' as these ones.

Didn't say you did, said it's idiotic to tell people to contact YOU so they can get "help" "in the summer" on a PUBLIC forum, but I said it in fewer words so maybe you got confused. Srsly dude lay off the acid it isn't doing anything for you.

You're right, it is your experience, but don't whine that nobody wants to post in this "meaningful" thread but will post on others, like you were doing in the beginning of this thread. A person with a diminished/reconstructed ego would not whine about nobody posting on HIS "meaningful" thread, incinuating that other threads people post on are meaningless.

Pfft I don't blame him. Sticks and stones Myke, sticks and stones. You haven't learned anything. Eat a few more, I hear enlightenment comes finally on the 234.7th hit.

Do you know what a simile is?

I barely understand what you're trying to say, if you're saying I'm full of shit then maybe you should look more closely. What is "neverd up?" and what kind of shit am I overflowing with? Bull, or other?

Whatever dude, in the end I think you should stop dosing and trip on life.

 

oh the asshattery of it all.

 

Pure. Uncut. Unfiltered. 100%. Total. Extreme. Undeniable. Asshattery.

 

a bit retahded, if I do say so myself haha :tongue:
I sort of missed the self made acid guru children that roam around here. Wait, nevermind, that was a lie

 

lol, this thread died like a week ago, move on

none of any of that was really a big deal, this was between me and tha dude Eman...i didnt whine about the seriousness of the thread, it was one comment I made.

You know me via like 10 posts youve seen me type out, who are you to say waht lsd has and hasnt done for me...your a fool bro, you judge far to easily

Personally, 2cesarewild, i thinik you people talk up LSD to mythical status on this website...never once did i claim to be an acid guru, i said i love to trip, i dont see your point. It irked me(yes, even online) when after like 12 posts, some dude flames me and insults me for no reason after 11 of them. The first couple times i laughed...after that it just totally killed all my threads so it annoyed me. LSD wont change who you are as a person completely, if your the type to get angry about shit like that, LSD wont change it...its a FUCKING DRUG. ENlightment, yes, religious experiences, yes, self realization...but mike is stilll myke no matter how hard, and how much I trip, if you think otherwise maybe you should do it a little more and get back to me. I received various PMs telling me how full of shit eman is, telling not to worry about it, and you know what, it was stupid to get so worked up about it...but you both really should not concern yourself in the matter...and by all means im not bragging, but i GARENTEE im much more fimilair with the drug then you, so dont come at me with that acid guru your full of shit hogwash and try to lecture me plz...thank you, goodbye

Let the thread die, your the first person to post in like a week the discussion is over.

 

Alright Myke, I don't visit the site much anymore so sorry for not responding the day of. Happy trails Myke!

 

lol, look man, its not a big deal, im really no at all angry or pissed...this whole thread just bothers me...if we were to switch places im sure it would bother you as well.

but just as a side point, dont judge the type of person that i am based on this thread, you caught me at a rough spot...this guy irked me, but in all fairness you really dont know me at all, so making assumptioms like you made are just rediculous.

 

How are they rediculous? I mean, of course i know WHY, but isnt your calling his assumptions, as well as my statement (which was but a mere, insignificant joke that if i were to allow my sense perception to give in to shame, I would erase) rediculous, seem pretty, erm, rediculous, being that neither you nor I nor 2ces know ANYthing about each other in acutality?
Earlier today, I layed down some highly egotistical, mindless bullshit, trying to elevate my status of false egocentric acceptance by putting down what you and a few others have said, and for this I deeply apologize, and hope that I have not imbeded within you a permanent, unsatisfying perception of how I am as a human being. I hope you know that ALL of us humnan beings make mistakes in our current, past, and future lifetimes, and I hope that you can find it in you heart to forgive me for my insolant behavior regarding my responses to your fair and deservedly respectable statements made upon this free for all forum, of which you have the absolute and equal right to share with all of us Hare Krsna

 

you have wisdom...how old are you exactly?

all i meant was that saying LSD hasn't done anything for me, quit dosing and trip on life...thats rediculous...and no i odnt think he's joking.

I think that any form of judgement through an internet forum is immature and stupid, especially judging me from this thread...i mean i can see why he did do it because i tweeked out at EMan somethin feirce, but he didnt have any knowledge of the circumstance so to say something that cut and dry without having no knowledge of the individual personally is...rediculous, IMO. But no, i didnt judge you based on your posts, i have no problem with anyone on here unless im insulted. Which i usually get pretty pissed about under any circumstance, thats just the type of person i am, i take insults to heart...if other people think that makes me "unfit to handle the glorius majisty of all that is LSD" then they are truly inexperienced with the drug do not know what the are talking about..

My only problem with this forum is that its one giant dick measuring contest...everybody has a free right to say somethng and put in their opinion, its their opinion...but everybody always has to be right, its human nature, but people take it too far and posts get unfriendly quite quick.

 

Just as a side note...i never claimed to be this fully enlightened demi-god of the LSD underworld...i have my faults; but to say LSD hasnt taught me anything is to say that black is white, yeah im alittle twacked out, like 150 rolls in a 9 months span will do that to a person, im a little edgy and emotional, that has nothing to do with LSD and "enlightenment"...if anything, LSD has taught me its that people suck, they are mean and rude and have no respect...they stick to pre-assumed notions and judge others meticulously based on their glamorous prortayal of themselves...this thread has only re-enforced this notion...LSD doesnt teach universally, it teaches other people different things based on ones subjective reality.

 

Thank you Myke, I am 21, going on 22 in June. I believe any of my wisdom comes from the Bhagavad Gita, and from my experience so far as being a single father of a beautiful baby boy.
Although I dont think I contain any wisdom, I believe that I am born with the sensitive maliable heart of a saint in the making, and I attain to completley rid myself of wisdom as well as material obsession, becoming a vehicle and medium through which Krsna may work Love and acceptance, making more room for love in this physical universe, and taking away one more manifestation of materialization in my physical body that consumes in a fasion of the mode of ignorant self sense gratification.
Yes, people can be greedy, and yes, people can do things to try and upset you Myke. But to allow other people to upset you, is to allow your mind to be controlled by the upsetter. By giving into an emotion stirred up by an action of ignorance from an outside force, you are giving into the outside force, allowing its superiority over you level of mental comprehension and strength. And we are ALL inherited this as our life progresses and we are forced to deal with more unsatisfaction and inner mental turmoil over our egocentric self. The True Self is not limited to, nor contained within, our physical body, or our physical mind. When you allow no outside force to sway your mindset, then you have blended into oneness, shed the skin of the infected growth of egotism, and truly mastered the mind. The mental warrior is sensitive as a saint to the misfortune of others while ignoring his own, acting as a means through which God shows mercy, love, and acceptance, while at the same time, reatains an outer shell of non comformance and tough, un swayable mental balance. Do not give into hate or frustration Myke, they are emotions fancied and fashioned and entertained out of the ego, in a mode of either ignorance or selfishness. To be patient, cool, collected, and calm at ALL times of your life, is to be at one with Atman, the Supreme, the Lord Krsna, the Divine Love, pure energy, God, whatever you want to call it, the universal web of collected conciousness. Hare Krsna, Hare Rama!

 

Im going to cry dude, that was so beautiful

Your right, you are at a much higher level then i am, i know your right...its just hard to do the things that you say when it goes agianst your nature...i try but sometimes people push me beyond my ability to turn the other cheek. You are clearly enlightened beyond your years my friend, to have your kind of intellegence and calm is something i can only dream of at this point. But im still very young and by all means still a kid. To be honest, the spiritual side of lsd is something that ive only been embracing the last few months...before that its just been a way to enhance my creativity, and my love for music, which was my sole reason for tripping (music is my life), and a killer drug, which i am sad to say, drugs play far to large a role in my life. What seperates me from you is that you seem to have found god in your walk of life...im still at that limbo stage where im not sure what to beleive, and therfore my attitude is still rather cynical. WHile I beleive there is something out there, im not sure what that something is, and its a question that will only come with time and experience. What religion do you follow exactly??

 

Myke, thank you for you praising words, but in reality I am no more important than you! We are the same man, as human beings on this earth, eaqual in our existance and our right to be beautiful and to live in harmony with the universe
I dont exactly belong to a 'religion', I would be what people call Hare Krishna. I practive Bhakti Yoga ( = Devotional Science )
My teaching comes from the display of Krsna' love and mercy in all the around us, like I said earlier, we are as cups of water sinking into an ocean of being. Also, from the Bhagavad Gita, the most amazing book I have ever come to know im my life. You can read it for free online, just google it and look for the link with ISKON (Krsna Conciousness) and you can even read it with the purpot behind each of the 700 verses. It is actually but one long poem of methphysical and philosophoical science as spoken to Arjuna by Krishna in the epic Mahabarata.
I HIGHLY reccommend that you read it, you dont have to believe that Krsna was but one enlightening incarnation of Vishnu (god) ( and according to vedic text/hindu philosophy, Buddha was also a later incarnation) so yes, you do not have to believe, but NO one in their right mind can deny the beautiful philosophy of the teaching, wether you have faith in Krsna's existance as a physical manifestation of gods love and energy or not.
The fact that my mere words have brought you next to tears, shows me that you ALSO have the maliable heart structure of a disciple of Truth, Love, and Acceptance of all, and that you are sensitive to the life that fills the universe all around you.
P.S. Next to Lord Krsna, then my son, Music is the 3rd most important aspect of my life. I currently only own a classical nylon string guitar and have been practicing in Bach and other Baroque music, but trust me, I listen to EVERYTHING with soul, from Don Cherry to Yes, from the Grateful Dead to the Wu Tang Clan lol :tongue:
Loving you man, love and light in your spiritual path, wherever it may lead you.

1 thing Krsna claims :
In order to show a man how much love and mercy he has for him, sometimes he takes away ALL of our material possesions and ruins us morally and physically, so that we may see love for what it REALLY is when attained in the True Self.
( the greatest lesson I ever learned was to accept the Divine Love after I went to jail on reckless homicide charges and lost the love of my fiance, but that is another story of my life that really only has any purpose to me)

 

^^^you kick ass
Eman Resu just needs to feel good about himself by trying to make other kids like me feel inferio becasue i ovbiously know nothing... casue im wee little 16-year-old right?

PyschMyke... you rule dude

and the GUY above this post is awwwwesome.


OMMMGZ I LYKE LUV TO TRIPPP BALLS ON 16 HITS OF LSD LYKE OMMMG I GO TO SCHOOL YEAH OMMMG TRIPPING RULEZZZ!

is that right eman.......

 

thanks bro

yeah, eman is retarded...hes so full of shit himself im surprised its not comming out of his ears at this point

 

toastacidblocks i totaly agree.

wheres the love. i myself have never tried lsd but you all make it sound like a worthwile experience.

peace

 

back to the OP

wow, sounds like ego loss - a great trip. i am sure you have put back the peices just fine - better even.

here is one of my experiences with the mirror...

i was higher then i had ever been before in my life - it wasnt the first time i took 3 hits of acid at one time but it was the first time i took this particular acid. this stuff was so much stronger then the stuff we were taking before. this trip was also after a two month long acid droubt. this happened over 8 years ago.

i will start at the exciting part... i was so incredibly high and i felt like i was under observation by aliens or something. i got up to go to the washroom. we had a leaky tap that was a very constant annoying drip that should have been fixed months ago - it was getting worse and more annoying with every day. when i was taking a piss i heard a voice inside my head (this is the first time i ever heard a voice in my head)- he said loud and clear- "the dripping is your fault", i thought huh?, he said "calm your mind and let go of your worry and paranoia" .."do it like when you meditate"... so i did... i calmed my mind and the drip stopped. this drip that had been dripping constantly for over a month now - just stopped as i calmed my mind. surprisingly i was able to hold a calm mind for 10 seconds or so before thinking 'holy shit it worked' as it came dripping out faster then before! shocked by what had just happened i flushed the toilet and went to the sink to wash my hands. when i looked into the mirror i wasnt there! thats right, no-one. then a tap appeared just above where my head should be and this blue toothpaste like substance flowed out of the tap and down to the floor where my feet appeared. this blue paste turned into me as it filled me up slowly from the feet up. when it got to my head i noticed that it wasnt me at all. i had long dreads down to my ass at the time - this new me had nice long curly locks and looked a lot younger, more like the me from high school. then i saw myself in a tank of yellow water with tubes coming out of me. next thing you know i am walking out of the bathroom trying to forget what i just saw.

it was a long and scary trip until i realized that even if i am just a human in a tank of yellow water, under observation while i merely imagine this reality i call a life, i still have a life, it really doesnt matter. reality is how i perceive it and that is all there is to it. i have my reality and my life to live and there is no time to be scared of what is or could be happening. all life is beautiful and necessary. there is nothing to be afraid of. until i realized that i should just let go of this fear it seemed very real and true. when i realized it doesnt matter anyways - let go and enjoy life - the paranoia seemed ridiculous.