WTF is going on?

NEXT TIME SHE ASK YOU TO HANG OUT, SAY NO, YOU HAVE OTHER PLANS. LET HER KNOW WHAT SHE'S MISSING OUT. I feel like she's using .

 

you're digging yourself into this mess real well. now all you gotta do for sex is find other dates that she can then fuck up again and wind both of you so emotionally up to a level that would allow the two of you to end up in the same bed. rollercoaster rides can be real fun every once in a while, but on a 24/7 basis it gets old quick. good luck though.

 

Well the other shoe has dropped. On thanksgiving she was with me and was very aggressive towards me. We were supposed to go somewhere with my family for dinner and she fucked up those plans. It all started when she wanted to get herself off with a vibrator and not have sex with me. She told me that sex with me couldn't get her off yet a vibe could so I suggested we incorprate it into our lovemaking but she refused. I told her that it was unfair since if I started playing with myself she would demand I stop and her reply was that "well that's because I can make you cum and you can't make me cum therefore you are selfish for not getting me off" The rest of the day I spent trying to get along while she ignored me and acted like a bitch. Then later that night we got into a fight. She ended up throwing something and putting a half moon circle dent in my wall and started spitting at me. I dropped her off and told her that I couldn't talk about things if she wanted to talk to call me she said"We are broken up and don't ever contact me again" (which is like the 10th time she has said this) I insisted I couldn't talk she called me a"piece of shit" and got out of my car. I tried my best with this woman but she has a mental disorder that I cannot fix. Now I'm going to try and pick up the pieces and move on.

 

ERAsE HER NUMBER FROM YOUR PHONE.

 

You are right man. Fuck I know that you are right and how if I don't do that I'm gonna get fucked big time but this crazy part of me wants her . I know it's not good and I know she is fucking crazy as hell yet somehow I still want her. I don't know why it's just a longing for her even though sometimes she was a real bitch and I have lost the respect of my friends and family for putting up with her I still sometimes want her. How do I get that stupid shit out of my head? I'm going to a counsler but I can't see him often enough. I hate being alone and as crazy as this sounds it was like I had a purpose being with her. I would go into a store and have somebody to buy something small for like a gum or drink she liked, some flowers. I had somebody to do things with, to sleep with and to sometimes as bad as it most times was to have sex with

 

Did you delete her number already?

 

I know it by heart and she knows mine what good would it do?

 

damn. do things to keep you busy

 

the longer you don't talk to her, the easier it will be.

 

Thank you brother I agree I just for some reason have a feeling that she may try and get ahold of me again. I'm not sure but that seems to be her M.O is to be mad for a week then contact me with a text

 

Then fucking ignore her. As much as you are pretty much a glutton for punishment right now, you don't deserve to be toyed with. Being treated like this can give you enough baggage to ruin any potential good relationship in the future for you. Do you really want to go to counseling with your next five girlfriends or wives in order to get over this or do you want to heal yourself now before your emotions are damaged beyond repair?

 

this.

 

nothing digs at attention whores more than ignoring them - it's so great

 

That's where the problem lies. I say I'm going to...Leave my phone at home or turn it off so I don't then because I feel like shit after breaking up I get this warm little glow when I see her name on my phone. It's like a junkie who knows the drug will kill him or fuck him up but does it to not go through withdrawl. Fuck I sure dug myself deep this time. I do thank you good folks for the input it's helping me through this mess.

 

there are other women, better women out there.

you might miss them because you're to busy with another session with Miss. Heroin.

I honestly believe if you want love and you love yourself and know you deserve respect and kindness from the people you love and treat your lovers the same way; you'll find it.

 

OP if you are into pain there are a lot more pleasurable ways to get it.

Seriously though, what are you thinking? You know that the "relationship" is toxic, yet keep immersing yourself in it. Why? The sex obviously isn't worth it if she is telling you that only her vibe gets her off. So why do you keep jumping back into the fire? If you want thrills, and to feel your heart racing, try bungee jumping or something.

Did I miss the part where the two of you have a deep and meaningful emotional bond? Other than being fun to hang out with, and sex what does she have to offer you? Does she stimulate your brain, other than to drive you crazy with her games? Which you seem so willing to play...

Do yourself a favor and put an end to the torture. It's not going to end well, and you already seem to know that. Delete her number, and don't return any of her calls. Get on with your life, and let her get on with hers.